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face; he could see its image…pale; with greenish eyes; and a smile

like scorn itself。  Then; by a swift transition; he was walking in

the garden talking to Mrs。 Dennant。



It was from this talk that he awoke with laughter。  〃But;〃 she had

been saying; 〃Dick; I've always been accustomed to believe what I was

told。  It was so unkind of her to scorn me just because I happen to

be second…hand。〃  And her voice awakened Shelton's pity; it was like

a frightened child's。  〃I don't know what I shall do if I have to

form opinions for myself。  I was n't brought up to it。  I 've always

had them nice and secondhand。  How am I to go to work?  One must

believe what other people do; not that I think much of other people;

but; you do know what it isone feels so much more comfortable;〃 and

her skirts rustled。  〃But; Dick; whatever happens〃her voice

entreated〃do let Antonia get her judgments secondhand。  Never mind

for meif I must form opinions for myself; I mustbut don't let

her; any old opinions so long as they are old。  It 's dreadful to

have to think out new ones for oneself。〃  And he awoke。  His dream

had had in it the element called Art; for; in its gross absurdity;

Mrs。 Dennant had said things that showed her soul more fully than

anything she would have said in life。



〃No;〃 said a voice quite close; behind the hedge; 〃not many

Frenchmen; thank the Lord!  A few coveys of Hungarians over from the

Duke's。  Sir James; some pie?〃



Shelton raised himself with drowsy curiositystill half asleepand

applied his face to a gap in the high; thick osiers of the hedge。

Four men were seated on camp…stools round a folding…table; on which

was a pie and other things to eat。  A game…cart; well…adorned with

birds and hares; stood at a short distance; the tails of some dogs

were seen moving humbly; and a valet opening bottles。  Shelton had

forgotten that it was 〃the first。〃  The host was a soldierly and

freckled man; an older man sat next him; square…jawed; with an

absent…looking eye and sharpened nose; next him; again; there was a

bearded person whom they seemed to call the Commodore; in the fourth;

to his alarm; Shelton recognised the gentleman called Mabbey。  It was

really no matter for surprise to meet him miles from his own place;

for he was one of those who wander with a valet and two guns from the

twelfth of August to the end of January; and are then supposed to go

to Monte Carlo or to sleep until the twelfth of August comes again。



He was speaking。



〃Did you hear what a bag we made on the twelfth; Sir James?〃



〃Ah! yes; what was that?  Have you sold your bay horse; Glennie?〃



Shelton had not decided whether or no to sneak away; when the

Commodore's thick voice began:



〃My man tellsh me that Mrs。 Foliothawhas lamed her Arab。  Does

she mean to come out cubbing?〃



Shelton observed the smile that came on all their faces。  〃Foliot 's

paying for his good time now; what a donkey to get caught!〃 it seemed

to say。  He turned his back and shut his eyes。



〃Cubbing?〃 replied Glennie; 〃hardly。〃



〃Never could shee anything wonderful in her looks;〃 went on the

Commodore; 〃so quiet; you never knew that she was in the room。  I

remember sayin' to her once; 〃Mrs。 Lutheran; now what do you like

besht in all the world? and what do you think she answered?  'Music!'

Haw!〃



The voice of Mabbey said:



〃He was always a dark horse; Foliot: It 's always the dark horses

that get let in for this kind of thing〃; and there was a sound as

though he licked his lips。



〃They say;〃 said the voice of the host; 〃he never gives you back a

greeting now。  Queer fish; they say that she's devoted to him。〃



Coming so closely on his meeting with this lady; and on the dream

from which he had awakened; this conversation mesmerised the listener

behind the hedge。



〃If he gives up his huntin' and his shootin'; I don't see what the

deuce he 'll do; he's resigned his clubs; as to his chance of

Parliament…〃 said the voice of Mabbey。



〃Thousand pities;〃 said Sir James; 〃still; he knew what to expect。〃



〃Very queer fellows; those Foliots;〃 said the Commodore。  〃There was

his father: he 'd always rather talk to any scarecrow he came across

than to you or me。  Wonder what he'll do with all his horses; I

should like that chestnut of his。〃



〃You can't tell what a fellow 'll do;〃 said the voice of Mabbey

〃take to drink or writin' books。  Old Charlie Wayne came to gazin' at

stars; and twice a week he used to go and paddle round in

Whitechapel; teachin' pothooks〃



〃Glennie;〃 said Sir James; 〃what 's become of Smollett; your old

keeper?〃



〃Obliged to get rid of him。〃  Shelton tried again to close his ears;

but again he listened。  〃Getting a bit too old; lost me a lot of eggs

last season。〃



〃Ah!〃  said the Commodore; 〃when they oncesh begin to lose eggsh 〃



〃As a matter of fact; his sonyou remember him; Sir James; he used

to load for you?got a girl into trouble; when her people gave her

the chuck old Smollet took her in; beastly scandal it made; too。  The

girl refused to marry Smollett; and old Smollett backed her up。

Naturally; the parson and the village cut up rough; my wife offered

to get her into one of those reformatory what…d' you…call…'ems; but

the old fellow said she should n't go if she did n't want to。  Bad

business altogether; put him quite off his stroke。  I only got five

hundred pheasants last year instead of eight。〃



There was a silence。  Shelton again peeped through the hedge。  All

were eating pie。



〃In Warwickshire;〃 said the Commodore; 〃they always marryhawand

live reshpectable ever after。〃



〃Quite so;〃 remarked the host; 〃it was a bit too thick; her refusing

to marry him。  She said he took advantage of her。〃



〃She's sorry by this time;〃 said Sir James; 〃lucky escape for young

Smollett。  Queer; the obstinacy of some of these old fellows!〃



〃What are we doing after lunch?〃 asked the Commodore。



〃The next field;〃 said the host; 〃is pasture。  We line up along the

hedge; and drive that mustard towards the roots; there ought to be a

good few birds。〃



〃Shelton rose; and; crouching; stole softly to the gate:



〃On the twelfth; shootin' in two parties;〃 followed the voice of

Mabbey from the distance。



Whether from his walk or from his sleepless night; Shelton seemed to

ache in every limb; but he continued his tramp along the road。  He

was no nearer to deciding what to do。  It was late in the afternoon

when he reached Maidenhead; and; after breaking fast; got into a

London train and went to sleep。  At ten o'clock that evening he

walked into St。 James's Park and there sat down。



The lamplight dappled through the tired foliage on to these benches

which have rested many vagrants。  Darkness has ceased to be the

lawful cloak of the unhappy; but Mother Night was soft and moonless;

and man had not despoiled her of her comfort; quite。



Shelton was not alone upon the seat; for at the far end was sitting a

young girl with a red; round; sullen face; and beyond; and further

still; were dim benches and dim figures sitting on them; as though

life's institutions had shot them out in an endless line of rubbish。



〃Ah!〃  thought Shelton; in the dreamy way of tired people; 〃the

institutions are all right; it's the spirit that's all…〃



〃Wrong?〃  said a voice behind him; 〃why; of course!  You've taken the

wrong turn; old man。〃



He saw a policeman; with a red face shining through the darkness;

talking to a strange old figure like some aged and dishevelled bird。



〃Thank you; constable;〃 the old man said; 〃as I've come wrong I'll

take a rest。〃  Chewing his gums; he seemed to fear to take the

liberty of sitting down。



Shelton made room; and the old fellow took the vacant place。



〃You'll excuse me; sir; I'm sure;〃 he said in shaky tones; and

snatching at his battered hat; 〃I see you was a gentleman〃and

lovingly he dwelt upon the word〃would n't disturb you for the

world。  I'm not used to being out at night; and the seats do get so

full。  Old age must lean on something; you'll excuse me; sir; I 'm

sure。〃



〃Of course;〃 said Shelton gently。



〃I'm a respectable old man; really;〃 said his neighbour; 〃I never

took a liberty in my life。  But at my age; sir; you get nervous;

standin' about the streets as I been this last week; an' sleepin' in

them doss…housesOh; they're dreadful rough placesa dreadful rough

lot there!  Yes;〃 the old man said again; as Shelton turned to look

at him; struck by the real self…pity in his voice; 〃dreadful rough

places!〃



A movement of his head; which grew on a lean; plucked neck like that

of an old fowl; had brought his face into the light。  It was long;

and run to seed; and had a large; red nose; its thin; colourless lips

were twisted sideways and apart; showing his semi…toothless mouth;

and his eyes had that aged look of eyes in which all colour runs into

a thin rim round the iris; and over them kept coming films like the

films over parrots' eyes。  He was; or should have been; clean…shaven。

His hairfor he had taken off his hat was thick and lank; of dusty

colour; as far as could be seen; without a  speck of grey; and parted

very beautifully just about the middle。



〃I can put up with that;〃 he said again。  〃I never interferes with

nobody; and nobody don't interfere with me; but what frightens me〃

his voice grew steady; as if too terrified to shake; is never knowin'

day to day what 's to become of yer。  Oh; that 'a dreadful; that is!〃



〃It must be;〃 answered Shelton。



〃Ah! it is;〃 the old man said; 〃and the winter cumin' on。  I never

was much used to open air; bein' in domestic service all my life; but

I don't mind that so long as I can see my way to earn a livin'。

Well; thank God!  I've got a job at last〃; and his voice grew

cheerful suddenly。  〃Sellin' papers is not what I been accustomed to;

but the Westminister
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