struggle by which she and her husband had attained their present
position； she referred with the utmost naivete to incidents in her
career； while the whole table paused to listen。
〃Before we had a carriage； yes； it was hard for me to get about。 I had
to be helped by the conductors into the streetcars。 I broke my hip when
we lived in Steelville； and the doctor was a numbskull。 He should be put
in prison； is what I tell Adolf。 I was standing on a clothes…horse； when
it fell。 I had much washing to do in those days。〃
〃Andcan nothing be done； Mrs。 Scherer？〃 asked Leonard Dickinson；
sympathetically。
〃For an old woman？ I am fifty…five。 I have had many doctors。 I would
put them all in prison。 How much was it you paid Dr。 Stickney； in New
York； Adolf？ Five thousand dollars？ And he did nothingnothing。 I'd
rather be poor again； and work。 But it is well to make the best of
it。〃。。。
〃Your grandfather was a fine man； Mr。 Durrett；〃 she informed Hambleton。
〃It is a pity for you； I think； that you do not have to work。〃
Ham； who sat on her other side； was amused。
〃My grandfather did enough work for both of us；〃 he said。
〃If I had been your grandfather； I would have started you in puddling；〃
she observed； as she eyed with disapproval the filling of his third glass
of champagne。 〃I think there is too much gay life； too much games for
rich young men nowadays。 You will forgive me for saying what I think to
young men？〃
〃I'll forgive you for not being my grandfather； at any rate；〃 replied
Ham； with unaccustomed wit。
She gazed at him with grim humour。
〃It is bad for you I am not；〃 she declared。
There was no gainsaying her。 What can be done with a lady who will not
recognize that morality is not discussed； and that personalities are
tabooed save between intimates。 Hilda was a personage as well as a
Tartar。 Laws； conventions； usagesto all these she would conform when
it pleased her。 She would have made an admirable inquisitorial judge；
and quite as admirable a sick nurse。 A rare criminal lawyer； likewise；
was wasted in her。 She was one of those individuals； I perceived； whose
loyalties dominate them； and who； in behalf of those loyalties； carry
chips on their shoulders。
〃It is a long time that I have been wanting to meet you；〃 she informed
me。 〃You are smart。〃
I smiled； yet I was inclined to resent her use of the word； though I was
by no means sure of the shade of meaning she meant to put into it。 I
had； indeed； an uneasy sense of the scantiness of my fund of humour to
meet and turn such a situation； for I was experiencing； now； with her；
the same queer feeling I had known in my youth in the presence of Cousin
Robert Breckthe suspicion that this extraordinary person saw through
me。 It was as though she held up a mirror and compelled me to look at my
soul features。 I tried to assure myself that the mirror was distorted。
I lost； nevertheless； the sureness of touch that comes from the
conviction of being all of a piece。 She contrived to resolve me again
into conflicting elements。 I was； for the moment； no longer the self…
confident and triumphant young attorney accustomed to carry all before
him； to command respect and admiration； but a complicated being whose
unity had suddenly been split。 I glanced around the table at Ogilvy； at
Dickinson； at Ralph Hambleton。 These men were functioning truly。 But
was I？ If I were not； might not this be the reason for the lack of
synthesisof which I was abruptly though vaguely aware between my
professional life； my domestic relationships； and my relationships with
friends。 The loyalty of the woman beside me struck me forcibly as a
supreme trait。 Where she had given； she did not withdraw。 She had
conferred it instantly on Maude。 Did I feel that loyalty towards a
single human being？ towards Maude herselfmy wife？ or even towards
Nancy？ I pulled myself together； and resolved to give her credit for
using the word 〃smart〃 in its unobjectionable sense。 After all； Dickens
had so used it。
〃A lawyer must needs know something of what he is about； Mrs。 Scherer； if
he is to be employed by such a man as your husband；〃 I replied。
Her black eyes snapped with pleasure。
〃Ah； I suppose that is so；〃 she agreed。 〃I knew he was a great man when
I married him； and that was before Mr。 Nathaniel Durrett found it out。〃
〃But surely you did not think； in those days； that he would be as big as
he has become？ That he would not only be president of the Boyne Iron
Works； but of a Boyne Iron Works that has exceeded Mr。 Durrett's wildest
dreams。〃
She shook her head complacently。
〃Do you know what I told him when he married me？ I said； 'Adolf； it is a
pity you are born in Germany。' And when he asked me why； I told him that
some day he might have been President of the United States。〃
〃Well； that won't be a great deprivation to him；〃 I remarked。 〃Mr。
Scherer can do what he wants； and the President cannot。〃
〃Adolf always does as he wants；〃 she declared； gazing at him as he sat
beside the brilliant wife of the grandson of the man whose red…shirted
foreman he had been。 〃He does what he wants； and gets what he wants。 He
is getting what he wants now；〃 she added； with such obvious meaning that
I found no words to reply。 〃She is pretty； that Mrs。 Durrett； and
clever；is it not so？〃
I agreed。 A new and indescribable note had come into Mrs。 Scherer's
voice； and I realized that she； too； was aware of that flaw in the
redoubtable Mr。 Scherer which none of his associates had guessed。 It
would have been strange if she had not discovered it。 〃She is beautiful；
yes；〃 the lady continued critically； 〃but she is not to compare with your
wife。 She has not the heart；it is so with all your people of society。
For them it is not what you are； but what you have done； and what you
have。〃
The banality of this observation was mitigated by the feeling she threw
into it。
〃I think you misjudge Mrs。 Durrett；〃 I said； incautiously。 〃She has
never before had the opportunity of meeting Mr。 Scherer of appreciating
him。〃
〃Mrs。 Durrett is an old friend of yours？〃 she asked。
〃I was brought up with her。〃
〃Ah！〃 she exclaimed； and turned her penetrating glance upon me。 I was
startled。 Could it be that she had discerned and interpreted those
renascent feelings even then stirring within me； and of which I myself
was as yet scarcely conscious？ At this moment； fortunately for me； the
women rose； the men remained to smoke； and Scherer； as they discussed
matters of finance； became himself again。 I joined in the conversation；
but I was thinking of those instants when in flashes of understanding my
eyes had met Nancy's； instants in which I was lifted out of my humdrum；
deadly serious self and was able to look down objectively upon the life I
led； the life we all ledand Nancy herself； to see
with her the comic irony of it all。 Nancy had the power to give me this
exquisite sense of detachment that must sustain her。 And was it not just
this sustenance she could give that I needed？ For want of it I was
hardening； crystallizing； growing blind to the joy and variety of
existence。 Nancy could have saved me； she brought it home to me that I
needed salvation。。。。 I was struck by another thought； in spite of our
separation； in spite of her marriage and mine； she was still nearer to
mefar nearerthan any other being。
Later； I sought her out。 She looked up at me amusedly from the window…
seat in our living…room； where she had been talking to the Scherer girls。
〃Well； how did you get along with Hilda？〃 she asked。 〃I thought I saw
you struggling。〃
〃She's somewhat disconcerting；〃 I said。 〃I felt as if she were turning
me inside out。〃
Nancy laughed。
〃Hilda's a discoverya genius。 I'm going to have them to dinner
myself。〃
〃And Adolf？〃 I inquired。 〃I believe she thought you were preparing to
run away with him。 You seemed to have him hypnotized。〃
〃I'm afraid your great man won't be able to standelevation；〃 she
declared。 〃He'll have vertigo。 He's even got it now； at this little
height； and when he builds his palace on Grant Avenue； and later moves to
New York； I'm afraid he'll wobble even more。〃
〃Is he thinking of doing all that？〃 I asked。
〃I merely predict New Yorkit's inevitable；〃 she replied。 〃Grant
Avenue； yes； he wants me to help him choose a lot。 He gave me ten
thousand dollars for our Orphans' Home； but on the whole I think I prefer
Hilda even if she doesn't approve of me。〃
Nancy rose。 The Scherers were going。 While Mr。 Scherer pressed my hand
in a manner that convinced me of his gratitude； Hilda was bidding an
affectionate good night to Maude。 A few moments later she bore her
husband and daughters away； and we heard the tap…tap of her cane on the
walk outside。。。。
XVII。
The remembrance of that dinner when with my connivance the Scherers made
their social debut is associated in my mind with the coming of the
fulness of that era； mad and brief； when gold rained down like manna from
our sooty skies。 Even the church was prosperous； the Rev。 Carey Heddon；
our new minister； was well abreast of the times； typical of the new and
efficient Christianity that has finally buried the hatchet with
enlightened self…interest。 He looked like a young and prosperous man of
business； and indeed he was one。
The fame of our city spread even across the Atlantic； reaching obscure
hamlets in Europe； where villagers gathered up their lares and penates；
mortgaged their homes； and bought steamship tickets from
philanthropists；philanthropists in diamonds。 Our Huns began to arrive；
their Attilas unrecognized among them： to drive our honest Americans and
Irish and Germans out of the mills by 〃lowering the standard of living。〃
Stillaccording to the learned economists in our universities；
enlightened self…interest triumphed。 Had not the honest Americans and
Germans become foremen and even presidents of corporations？ What greater
vindication for their philosophy could be desired？
The very aspect of the city changed like magic。 New buildings sprang
high in the air； the Reliance Trust （Mr。 Grierson's）； the Scherer
Building； the Hambleton Building； a st