sting heart； trying to reach a burrow before the hounds caught up。
Suddenly she hated them all because they were different from her； because they carried their losses with an air that she could never attain； would never wish to attain。 She hated them； these smiling； light…footed strangers； these proud fools who took pride in something they had lost； seeming to be proud that they had lost it。 The women bore themselves like ladies and she knew they were ladies； though menial tasks were their daily lot and they didn’t know where their next dress was coming from。 Ladies all！ But she could not feel herself a lady； for all her velvet dress and scented hair； for all the pride of birth that stood behind her and the pride of wealth that had once been hers。 Harsh contact with the red earth of Tara had stripped gentility from her and she knew she would never feel like a lady again until her table was weighted with silver and crystal and smoking with rich food； until her own horses and carriages stood in her stables； until black hands and not white took the cotton from Tara。
“Ah！” she thought angrily； sucking in her breath。 That’s the difference！ Even though they’re poor； they still feel like ladies and I don’t。 The silly fools don’t seem to realize that you can’t be a lady without money！”
Even in this flash of revelation； she realized vaguely that； foolish though they seemed； theirs was the right attitude。 Ellen would have thought so。 This disturbed her。 She knew she should feel as these people felt； but she could not。 She knew she should believe devoutly； as they did； that a born lady remained a lady； even if reduced to poverty； but she could not make herself believe it now。
All her life she had heard sneers hurled at the Yankees because their pretensions to gentility were based on wealth； not breeding。 But at this moment； heresy though it was； she could not help thinking the Yankees were right on this one matter； even if wrong in all others。 It took money to be a lady。 She knew Ellen would have fainted had she ever heard such words from her daughter。 No depth of poverty could ever have made Ellen feel ashamed。 Ashamed！ Yet； that was how Scarlett felt。 Ashamed that she was poor and reduced to galling shifts and penury and work that negroes should do。
She shrugged in irritation。 Perhaps these people were right and she was wrong but； just the same； these proud fools weren’t looking forward as she was doing； straining every nerve； risking even honor and good name to get back what they had lost。 It was beneath the dignity of any of them to indulge in a scramble for money。 The times were rude and hard。 They called for rude and hard struggle if one was to conquer them。 Scarlett knew that family tradition would forcibly restrain many of these people from such a struggle—with the making of money admittedly its aim。 They all thought that obvious money…making and even talk of money were vulgar in the extreme。 Of course； there were exceptions。 Mrs。 Merriwether and her baking and René driving the pie wagon。 And Hugh Elsing cutting and peddling firewood and Tommy contracting。 And Frank having the gumption to start a store。 But what of the rank and file of them？ The planters would scratch a few acres and live in poverty。 The lawyers and doctors would go back to their professions and wait for clients who might never come。 And the rest； those who had lived in leisure on their incomes？ What would happen to them？
But she wasn’t going to be poor all her life。 She wasn’t going to sit down and patiently wait for a miracle to help her。 She was going to rush into life and wrest from it what she could。 Her father had started as a poor immigrant boy and had won the broad acres of Tara。 What he had done； his daughter could do。 She wasn’t like these people who had gambled everything on a Cause that was gone and were content to be proud of having lost that Cause； because it was worth any sacrifice。 They drew their courage from the past。 She was drawing hers from the future。 Frank Kennedy； at present； was her future。 At least； he had the store and he had cash money。 And if she could only marry him and get her hands on that money； she could make ends meet at Tara for another year。 And after that—Frank must buy the sawmill。 She could see for herself how quickly the town was rebuilding and anyone who could establish a lumber business now； when there was so little competition； would have a gold mine。
There came to her； from the recesses of her mind； words Rhett had spoken in the early years of the war about the money he made in the blockade。 She had not taken the trouble to understand them then； but now they seemed perfectly clear and she wondered if it had been only her youth or plain stupidity which had kept her from appreciating them。
“There’s just as much money to be made in the wreck of a civilization as in the upbuilding of one。”
“This is the wreck he foresaw；” she thought； “and he was right。 There’s still plenty of money to be made by anyone who isn’t afraid to work—or to grab。”
She saw Frank coming across the floor toward her with a glass of blackberry wine in his hand and a morsel of cake on a saucer and she pulled her face into a smile。 It did not occur to her to question whether Tara was worth marrying Frank。 She knew it was worth it and she never gave the matter a second thought。
She smiled up at him as she sipped the wine； knowing that her cheeks were more attractively pink than any of the dancers’。 She moved her skirts for him to sit by her and waved her handkerchief idly so that the faint sweet smell of the cologne could reach his nose。 She was proud of the cologne； for no other woman in the room was wearing any and Frank had noticed it。 In a fit of daring he had whispered to her that she was as pink and fragrant as a rose。
If only he were not so shy！ He reminded her of a timid old brown field rabbit。 If only he had the gallantry and ardor of the Tarleton boys or even the coarse impudence of Rhett Butler。 But； if he possessed those qualities； he’d probably have sense enough to feel the desperation that lurked just beneath her demurely fluttering eyelids。 As it was； he didn’t know enough about women even to suspect what she was up to。 That was her good fortune but it did not increase her respect for him。
CHAPTER XXXVI
SHE MARRIED Frank Kennedy two weeks later after a whirlwind courtship which she blushingly told him left her too breathless to oppose his ardor any longer。
He did not know that during those two weeks she had walked the floor at night； gritting her teeth at the slowness with which he took hints and encouragements； praying that no untimely letter from Suellen would reach him and ruin her plans。 She thanked God that her sister was the poorest of correspondents； delighting to receive letters and disliking to write them。 But there was always a chance； always a chance； she thought in the long night hours as she padded back and forth across the cold floor of her bedroom； with Ellen’s faded shawl clutched about her nightdress。 Frank did not know she had received a laconic letter from Will； relating that Jonas Wilkerson had paid another call at Tara and； finding her gone to Atlanta； had stormed about until Will and Ashley threw him bodily off the place。 Will’s letter hammered into her mind the fact she knew only too well—that time was getting shorter and shorter before the extra taxes must be paid。 A fierce desperation drove her as she saw the days slipping by and she wished she might grasp the hourglass in her hands and keep the sands from running。
But so well did she conceal her feelings； so well did she enact her role； Frank suspected nothing； saw no more than what lay on the surface—the pretty and helpless young widow of Charles Hamilton who greeted him every night in Miss Pittypat’s parlor and listened； breathless with admiration； as he told of future plans for his store and how much money he expected to make when he was able to buy the sawmill。 Her sweet sympathy and her bright…eyed interest in every word he uttered were balm upon the wound left by Suellen’s supposed defection。 His heart was sore and bewildered at Suellen’s conduct and his vanity； the shy； touchy vanity of a middle…aged bachelor who knows himself to be unattractive to women； was deeply wounded。 He could not write Suellen； upbraiding her for her faithlessness； he shrank from the very idea。 But he could ease his heart by talking about her to Scarlett。 Without saying a disloyal word about Suellen； she could tell him she understood how badly her sister had treated him and what good treatment he merited from a woman who really appreciated him。
Little Mrs。 Hamilton was such a pretty pink…cheeked person； alternating between melancholy sighs when she thought of her sad plight； and laughter as gay and sweet as the tinkling of tiny silver bells when he made small jokes to cheer her。 Her green gown； now neatly cleaned by Mammy； showed off her slender figure with its tiny waist to perfection； and how bewitching was the faint fragrance which always clung about her handkerchief and her hair！ It was a shame that such a fine little woman should be alone and helpless in a world so rough that she didn’t even understand its harshness。 No husband nor brother nor even a father now to protect her。 Frank thought the world too rude a place for a lone woman and； in that idea； Scarlett silently and heartily concurred。
He came to call every night； for the atmosphere of Pitty’s house was pleasant and soothing。 Mammy’s smile at the front door was the smile reserved for quality folks； Pitty served him coffee laced with brandy and fluttered about him and Scarlett hung on his every utterance。 Sometimes in the afternoons he took Scarlett riding with him in his buggy when he went out on business。 These rides were merry affairs because she asked so many foolish questions—“just like a woman；” he told himself approvingly。 He couldn’t help laughing at her ignorance about business matters and she laughed too； saying： “Well； of course； you can’t expect a silly little woman like me to understand men’s affairs。”
She made him feel； for the first time in his old…maidish life； that he was a strong upstanding man fashioned by God in