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why；　that　his　chances　were　slipping　away　from　him；　that　sensation　of

something　bad　about　to　happen；　of　which　Benita　had　spoken；　spread　from

her　to　him。　The　suspense　grew　exasperating；　terrible　even；　nor　could

it　be　ended。　To　ask　her　to　come　elsewhere　was　under　the　circumstances

not　feasible；　especially　as　he　would　also　have　been　obliged　to　request

the　other　pair　to　make　way　for　them；　and　all　this　time；　with　a　sinking

of　the　heart；　he　felt　that　probably　Benita　was　beating　down　any

tenderness　which　she　might　feel　towards　him；　that　when　her　long…

delayed　answer　did　come　the　chances　were　it　would　be　〃No。〃



The　piano　began　to　play　again　in　the　saloon；　and　the　young　people；

still　squabbling　archly；　at　length　prepared　to　depart。　Suddenly　there

was　a　stir　upon　the　bridge；　and　against　the　tender　sky　Robert　saw　a

man　dash　forward。　Next　instant　the　engine…room　bell　rang　fiercely。　He

knew　the　signalit　was　〃Stop；〃　followed　at　once　by　other　ringings

that　meant　〃Full　speed　astern。〃



〃I　wonder　what　is　up？〃　said　the　young　man　to　the　young　woman。



Before　the　words　had　left　his　lips　they　knew。　There　was　a　sensation　as

though　all　the　hull　of　the　great　ship　had　come　to　a　complete

standstill；　while　the　top　part　of　her　continued　to　travel　forward；

followed　by　another　sensation　still　more　terrible　and　sickening　in　its

naturethat　of　slipping　over　something；　helplessly；　heavily；　as　a　man

slips　upon　ice　or　a　polished　floor。　Spars　cracked；　ropes　flew　in　two

with　a　noise　as　of　pistol　shots。　Heavy　objects　rushed　about　the　deck；

travelling　forwards　all　of　them。　Benita　was　hurled　from　her　chair

against　Robert　so　that　the　two　of　them　rolled　into　the　scuppers。　He

was　unhurt　and　picked　himself　up；　but　she　lay　still；　and　he　saw　that

something　had　struck　her　upon　the　head；　for　blood　was　running　down　her

cheek。　He　lifted　her；　and；　filled　with　black　horror　and　despairfor

he　thought　her　gonepressed　his　hand　upon　her　heart。　Thank　God！　it

began　to　beat　againshe　still　lived。



The　music　in　the　saloon　had　stopped；　and　for　a　little　while　there　was

silence。　Then　of　an　instant　there　arose　the　horrible　clamour　of

shipwreck；　wild…eyed　people　rushed　to　and　fro　aimlessly；　here　and

there　women　and　children　shrieked；　a　clergyman　fell　upon　his　knees　and

began　to　pray。



This　went　on　for　a　space；　till　presently　the　second　officer　appeared

and；　affecting　an　unconcerned　air；　called　out　that　it　was　all　right；

the　captain　said　no　one　was　to　be　afraid。　He　added　that　they　were　not

more　than　six　miles　from　the　shore；　and　that　the　ship　would　be　beached

in　half　an　hour。　Indeed；　as　he　spoke　the　engines；　which　had　been

stopped；　commenced　to　work　again；　and　her　head　swung　round　in　a　wide

circle；　pointing　to　the　land。　Evidently　they　had　passed　over　the　rock

and　were　once　more　in　deep　water；　through　which　they　travelled　at　a

good　speed　but　with　a　heavy　list　to　starboard。　The　pumps　got　to　work

also　with　a　monotonous；　clanging　beat；　throwing　out　great　columns　of

foaming　water　on　to　the　oily　sea。　Men　began　to　cut　the　covers　off　the

boats；　and　to　swing　some　of　them　outboard。　Such　were　the　things　that

went　on　about　them。



With　the　senseless　Benita　clasped　to　his　breast；　the　blood　from　her

cut　head　running　down　his　shoulder；　Robert　stood　still　awhile；

thinking。　Then　he　made　up　his　mind。　As　it　chanced；　she　had　a　deck

cabin；　and　thither　he　forced　his　way；　carrying　her　tenderly　and　with

patience　through　the　distracted　throng　of　passengers；　for　there　were

five　hundred　souls　on　board　that　ship。　He　reached　the　place　to　find

that　it　was　quite　empty；　her　cabinmate　having　fled。　Laying　Benita　upon

the　lower　bunk；　he　lit　the　swinging　candle。　As　soon　as　it　burned　up　he

searched　for　the　lifebelts　and　by　good　fortune　found　two　of　them；　one

of　which；　not　without　great　difficulty；　he　succeeded　in　fastening

round　her。　Then　he　took　a　sponge　and　bathed　her　head　with　water。　There

was　a　great　bruise　upon　her　temple　where　the　block　or　whatever　it　was

had　struck　her；　and　the　blood　still　flowed；　but　the　wound　was　not　very

deep　or　extensive；　nor；　so　far　as　he　could　discover；　did　the　bone

appear　to　be　broken　or　driven　in。　He　had　good　hope　that　she　was　only

stunned；　and　would　revive　presently。　Unable　to　do　more　for　her；　a

thought　struck　him。　On　the　floor　of　the　cabin；　thrown　by　the　shock

from　the　rack；　lay　her　writing　case。　He　opened　it；　and　taking　a　piece

of　paper　wrote　these　words　hurriedly　in　pencil：



　〃You　gave　me　no　answer；　and　it　is　more　than　probable　that　I　shall

　　receive　none　in　this　world　which　one　or　both　of　us　may　be　upon

　　the　verge　of　leaving。　In　the　latter　case　we　can　settle　the　matter

　　elsewhereperhaps。　In　the　former；　should　it　be　my　lot　to　go　and

　　yours　to　stay；　I　hope　that　you　will　think　kindly　of　me　at　times

　　as　of　one　who　loved　you　truly。　Should　it　be　yours　to　go；　then

　　you　will　never　read　these　words。　Yet　if　to　the　dead　is　given

　　knowledge；　be　assured　that　as　you　left　me　so　you　shall　find　me；

　　yours　and　yours　alone。　Or　perhaps　we　both　may　live；　I　pray

　　so。S。　R。　S。〃



Folding　up　the　paper；　he　undid　a　button　of　Benita's　blouse　and　thrust

it　away　there；　knowing　that　thus　she　would　certainly　find　it　should

she　survive。　Then　he　stepped　out　on　to　the　deck　to　see　what　was

happening。　The　vessel　still　steamed；　but　made　slow　progress；　moreover；

the　list　to　starboard　was　now　so　pronounced　that　it　was　difficult　to

stand　upright。　On　account　of　it　nearly　all　the　passengers　were　huddled

together　upon　the　port　side；　having　instinctively　taken　refuge　as　far

as　possible　above　the　water。　A　man　with　a　white；　distraught　face

staggered　towards　him；　supporting　himself　by　the　bulwarks。　It　was　the

captain。　For　a　moment　he　paused　as　though　to　think；　holding　to　a

stanchion。　Robert　Seymour　saw　his　opportunity　and　addressed　him。



〃Forgive　me；〃　he　said；　〃I　do　not　like　interfering　with　other　people's

business；　but　for　reasons　unconnected　with　myself　I　suggest　to　you

that　it　would　be　wise　to　stop　this　ship　and　get　out　the　boats。　The　sea

is　calm；　if　it　is　not　left　till　too　late　there　should　be　no　difficulty

in　launching　them。〃



The　man　stared　at　him　absently；　then　said：



〃They　won't　hold　everybody；　Mr。　Seymour。　I　hope　to　beach　her。〃



〃At　least　they　will　hold　some；〃　he　answered；　〃whereas〃　And　he

pointed　to　the　water；　which　by　now　was　almost　level　with　the　deck。



〃Perhaps　you　are　right；　Mr。　Seymour。　It　doesn't　matter　to　me；　anyway。

I　am　a　ruined　man；　but　the　poor　passengersthe　poor　passengers！〃　And

he　scrambled　away　fiercely　towards　the　bridge　like　a　wounded　cat　along

the　bough　of　a　tree；　whence　in　a　few　seconds　Robert　heard　him　shouting

orders。



A　minute　or　so　afterwards　the　steamer　stopped。　Too　late　the　captain

had　decided　to　sacrifice　his　ship　and　save　those　she　carried。　They

were　beginning　to　get　out　the　boats。　Now　Robert　returned　to　the　cabin

where　Benita　was　lying　senseless；　and　wrapped　her　up　in　a　cloak　and

some　blankets。　Then；　seeing　the　second　lifebelt　on　the　floor；　by　an

afterthought　he　put　it　on；　knowing　that　there　was　time　to　spare。　Next

he　lifted　Benita；　and　feeling　sure　that　the　rush　would　be　for　the

starboard　side；　on　which　the　boats　were　quite　near　the　water；　carried

her；　with　difficulty；　for　the　slope　was　steep；　to　the　port…cutter；

which　he　knew　would　be　in　the　charge　of　a　good　man；　the　second

officer；　whom　he　had　seen　in　command　there　at　Sunday　boat…drills。



Here；　as　he　had　anticipated；　the　crowd　was　small；　since　most　people

thought　that　it　would　not　be　possible　to　get　this　boat　down　safely　to

the　water；　or　if　their　powers　of　reflection　were　gone；　instinct　told

them　so。　That　skilful　seaman；　the　second　officer；　and　his　appointed

crew；　were　already　at　work　lowering　the　cutter　from　the　davits。



〃Now；〃　he　said；　〃women　and　children　first。〃



A　number　rushed　in；　and　Robert　saw　that　the　boat　would　soon　be　full。



〃I　am　afraid；〃　he　said；　〃that　I　must　count　myself　a　woman　as　I　carry

one；〃　and　by　a　great　effort；　holding　Benita　with　one　arm；　with　the

other　he　let　himself　down　the　falls　and；　assisted　by　a　quartermaster；

gained　the　boat　in　safety。



One　or　two　other　men　scrambled　after　him。



〃Push　her　off；〃　said　the　officer；　〃she　can　hold　no　more；〃　and　the

ropes　were　let　go。



When　they　were　about　twelve　feet　from　the　ship's　side；　from　which　they

thrust　themselves　clear　with　oars；　there　came　a　rush　of　people；

disappointed　of　places　in　the　starboard　boats。　A　few　of　the　boldest　of

these　swarmed　down　the　falls；　others　jumped　and　fell　among　them；　or

missed　and　dropped　into　the　sea；　or　struck　upon　the　sides　of　the　boat

and　were　killed。　Still　she　reached　the　water　upon　an　even　keel；　though

now　much　overladen。　The　oars　were　got　out；　and　they　rowed　round　the

bow　of　the　great　ship　wallowing　in　her　death…throes；　their　first　idea

being　to　make　for　the　shore；　which　was　not　three　miles　away。



This　brought　them　to　the　starboard　side；　where　they　saw　a　hideous

scene。　Hundreds　of　people　seemed　to　be　fighting　for　room；　with　the

result　that　some　of　the　boats　were　overturned；　precipitating　their

occupants　into　the　water。　Others　hung　by　the　prow　or　the　stern；　the

ropes　having　jammed　in　the　davits　in　the　frantic　haste　and　confusion；

while　from　them　human　beings　dropped　one　by　one。　Round　others　not　yet

launched　a　hellish　struggle　was　in　progress；　the　struggle　of　men；

women；　and　children　battling　for　their　lives；　in　which　the　strong；　mad

with　terror；　showed　no　mercy　to　the　weak。



From　that　mass　of　humanity；　most　of　them　about　to　perish；　went　up　a

babel　of　sounds　which　in　its　sum　shaped　itself　to　one　prolonged

scream；　such　as　might　proceed　from　a　Titan　in　his　agony。　All　this

beneath　a　brooding；　moonlit　sky；　and　on　a　sea　as　smooth　as　glass。　Upon

the　ship；　which　now　lay　upon　her　side；　the　siren　still　sent　up　its

yells　for　succour；　and　some　brave　man　continued　to　fire　rockets；　which

rushed　heavenwards　and　burst　in　showers　of　stars。



Robert　remembered　that　the