Reid启开，半个月前就寄来的信很短，写到回国的种种，他猜测是太忙，姚素琳回国的机会一向少。跳过敷衍的段落径直向下，直到末尾潦草的字迹，他才觉出几分古怪。
姚素琳自然安慰了他，并提到认知提高法和交友训练法的作用，末尾的结语却暴露了她的情绪。
“Spencer，whoever you are；a genius ；a freak；or a poor crying kid；I understand this；I have totally understood ；panic；guilty；be abandoned。。。your mum wasn’t abandon you and she will never。。。
She is still alive；yet You two have ability to take your time。。。I wish I could have the chance。”
……整理