First Consul The Hotel de Noailles was taken and superbly fitted up。
Odiot supplied a service of plate valued at 200；000 francs。
General Lannes having thus conformed to the wishes of Bonaparte came to
him and requested 400；000 francs； the amount of the expense incurred； as
it were； by his order。 〃But；〃 said the First Consul； 〃I have no money。〃
〃You have no money！ What the devil am I to do； then？〃
But is there none in the Guard's chest？ Take what you require； and we
will settle it； hereafter。〃
Mistrusting nothing； Lannes went to the treasurer of the Guards； who made
some objections at first to the advance required； but who soon yielded on
learning that the demand was made with the consent of the First Consul。
Within twenty…four hours after Lannes had obtained the 400；000 francs the
treasurer received from the head commissary an order to balance his
accounts。 The receipt for the 400；000 francs advanced to Lannes； was not
acknowledged as a voucher。 In vain the treasurer alleged the authority
of the First Consul for the transaction。 Napoleon's memory had suddenly
failed him； he had entirely forgotten all about it。 In a word； it was
incumbent on Lannes to refund the 400；000 francs to the Guards' chest；
and； as I have already said； he had no property on earth； but debts in
abundance。 He repaired to General Lefebre； who loved him as his son； and
to him he related all that had passed。 〃 Simpleton；〃 said Lefebvre； 〃
why did you not come to me？ Why did you go and get into debt with that
…？ Well； here are the 400；000 francs； take them to him； and let him
go to the devil！〃
Lannes hastened to the First Consul。 〃What！〃he exclaimed； 〃is it
possible you can be guilty of such baseness as this？ To treat me in such
a manner！ To lay such a foul snare for me after all that I have done for
you； after all the blood I have shed to promote your ambition！ Is this
the recompense you had in store for me？ You forget the 13th Vendemiaire；
to the success of which I contributed more than you！ You forget
Millesimo： I was colonel before you！ For whom did I fight at Bassano？
You were witness of what I did at Lodi and at Governolo； where I was
wounded； and yet you play me such a trick as this！ But for me； Paris
would have revolted on the 18th Brumaire。 But for me； you would have
lost the battle of Marengo。 I alone； yes； I alone； passed the Po； at
Montebello； with my whole division。 You gave the credit of that to
Berthier； who was not there； and this is my rewardhumiliation。 This
cannot； this shall not be。 I will〃 Bonaparte； pale with anger；
listened without stirring； and Lannes was on the point of challenging him
when Junot； who heard the uproar； hastily entered。 The unexpected
presence of this general somewhat reassured the First Consul； and at the
same time calmed； in some degree； the fury of Lannes。 〃Well；〃 said
Bonaparte； 〃go to Lisbon。 You will get money there； and when you return
you will not want any one to pay your debts for you。〃 Thus was
Bonaparte's object gained。 Lannes set out for Lisbon； and never
afterwards annoyed the First Consul by his familiarities； for on his
return he ceased to address him with thee and thou。
Having described Bonaparte's ill…treatment of Lannes I may here subjoin a
statement of the circumstances which led to a rupture between the First
Consul and me。 So many false stories have been circulated on the subject
that I am anxious to relate the facts as they really were。
Nine months had now passed since I had tendered my resignation to the
First Consul。 The business of my office had become too great for me；
and my health was so much endangered by over…application that my
physician； M。 Corvisart； who had for a long time impressed upon me the
necessity of relaxation； now formally warned me that I should not long
hold out under the fatigue I underwent。 Corvisart had no doubt spoken to
the same effect to the First Consul； for the latter said to me one day；
in a tone which betrayed but little feeling； 〃Why； Corvisart says you
have not a year to live。〃 This was certainly no very welcome compliment
in the mouth of an old college friend； yet I must confess that the doctor
risked little by the prediction。
I had resolved； in fact； to follow the advice of Corvisart； my family
were urgent in their entreaties that I would do so； but I always put off
the decisive step。 I was loath to give up a friendship which had
subsisted so long； and which had been only once disturbed： on that
occasion when Joseph thought proper to play the spy upon me at the table
of Fouche。 I remembered also the reception I had met with from the
conqueror of Italy； and I experienced； moreover； no slight pain at the
thought of quitting one from whom I had received so many proofs of
confidence； and to whom I had been attached from early boyhood。 These
considerations constantly triumphed over the disgust to which I was
subjected by a number of circumstances； and by the increasing vexations
occasioned by the conflict between my private sentiments and the nature
of the duties I had to perform。
I was thus kept in a state of perplexity； from which some unforeseen
circumstance alone could extricate me。 Such a circumstance at length
occurred； and the following is the history of my first rupture with
Napoleon：
On the 27th of February 1802； at ten at night； Bonaparte dictated to me a
despatch of considerable importance and urgency； for M。 de Talleyrand；
requesting the Minister for Foreign Affairs to come to the Tuileries next
morning at an appointed hour。 According to custom； I put the letter into
the hands of the office messenger that it might be forwarded to its
destination。
This was Saturday。 The following day； Sunday； M。 de Talleyrand came as
if for an audience about mid…day。 The First Consul immediately began to
confer with him on the subject of the letter sent the previous evening；
and was astonished to learn that the Minister had not received it
until the morning。 He immediately rang for the messenger； and ordered me
to be sent for。 Being in a very。 bad humour； he pulled the bell with so
much fury that he struck his hand violently against the angle of the
chimney…piece。 I hurried to his presence。 〃 Why；〃 he said； addressing me
hastily； 〃why was not my letter delivered yesterday evening？〃〃I do not
know： I put it at once into the hands of the person whose duty it was to
see that it was sent。〃〃Go and find the cause of the delay； and come
back quickly。〃 Having rapidly made my inquiries； I returned to the
cabinet。 〃Well？〃 said the First Consul； whose irritation seemed to have
increased。 〃 Well； General； it is not the fault of anybody； M。 de
Talleyrand was not to be found； either at the office or at his own
residence； or at the houses of any of his friends where he was thought
likely to be。〃 Not knowing with whom to be angry； restrained by the
coolness of M。 de Talleyrand； yet at the same time ready to burst with
rage； Bonaparte rose from his seat； and proceeding to the hall； called
the messenger and questioned him sharply。 The man； disconcerted by the
anger of the First Consul； hesitated in his replies； and gave confused
answers。 Bonaparte returned to his cabinet still more irritated than he
had left it。
I had followed him to the hall； and on my way back to the cabinet I
attempted to soothe him； and I begged him not to be thus discomposed by a
circumstance which； after all； was of no great moment。 I do not know
whether his anger was increased by the sight of the blood which flowed
from his hand； and which he was every moment looking at； but however that
might be； a transport of furious passion； such as I had never before
witnessed； seized him； and as I was about to enter the cabinet after him
he threw back the door with so much violence that； had I been two or
three inches nearer him； it must infallibly have struck me in the face。
He accompanied this action； which was almost convulsive； with an
appellation； not to be borne； he exclaimed before M。 de Talleyrand；
〃Leave me alone； you are a fool。〃 At an insult so atrocious I confess
that the anger which had already mastered the First Consul suddenly
seized on me。 I thrust the door forward with as much impetuosity as he
had used in throwing it back； and； scarcely knowing what I said；
exclaimed； 〃You are a hundredfold a greater fool than I am！〃 I then
banged the door and went upstairs to my apartment； which was situated
over the cabinet。
I was as far from expecting as from wishing such an occasion of
separating from the First Consul。 But what was done could not be undone；
and therefore； without taking time for reflection； and still under the
influence of the anger that had got the better of me； I penned the
following positive resignation：
GENERALThe state of my health no longer permits me to continue in your
service。 I therefore beg you to accept my resignation。
BOURRIENNE。
Some moments after this note was written I saw Bonaparte's saddle…horses
brought up to the entrance of the Palace。 It was Sunday morning； and；
contrary to his usual custom on that day； he was going to ride out。
Duroc accompanied him。 He was no sooner done than I； went down into his
cabinet； and placed my letter on his table。 On returning at four o'clock
with Duroc Bonaparte read my letter。 〃Ah！ ah！〃 said he； before opening
it； 〃a letter from Bourrienne。〃 And he almost immediately added； for the
note was speedily perused； 〃He is in the sulks。Accepted。〃 I had left
the Tuileries at the moment he returned； but Duroc sent to me where I was
dining the following billet：
The First Consul desires me； my dear Bourrienne； to inform you that he
accepts your resignation； and to request that you will give me the
necessary information respecting your papers。Yours；
DUROC。
P。S。：I will call on you presently。
Duroc came to me at eight o'clock the same evening。 The First Consul was
in his cabinet when we entered it。 I immediately commenced giving my
intended successor the necessary explanations to enable him to enter upon
his new duties。 Piqued at