citizens; fathers; and private life。 This; however true; is not
absolutely so; nothing is absolutely true of man。 It is certain that a
debauched man will dissipate his talent; that a drunkard will waste it
in libations; while; on the other hand; no man can give himself talent
by wholesome living: nevertheless; it is all but proved that Virgil;
the painter of love; never loved a Dido; and that Rousseau; the model
citizen; had enough pride to had furnished forth an aristocracy。 On
the other hand Raphael and Michael Angelo do present the glorious
conjunction of genius with the lines of character。 Talent in men is
therefore; in all moral points; very much what beauty is in women;
simply a promise。 Let us; therefore; doubly admire the man in whom
both heart and character equal the perfection of his genius。
When Ernest discovered within his poet an ambitious egoist; the worst
species of egoist (for there are some amiable forms of the vice); he
felt a delicacy in leaving him。 Honest natures cannot easily break the
ties that bind them; especially if they have tied them voluntarily。
The secretary was therefore still living in domestic relations with
the poet when Modeste's letter arrived;in such relations; be it
said; as involved a perpetual sacrifice of his feelings。 La Briere
admitted the frankness with which Canalis had laid himself bare before
him。 Moreover; the defects of the man; who will always be considered a
great poet during his lifetime and flattered as Martmontel was
flattered; were only the wrong side of his brilliant qualities。
Without his vanity and his magniloquence it is possible that he might
never have acquired the sonorous elocution which is so useful and even
necessary an instrument in political life。 His cold…bloodedness
touched at certain points on rectitude and loyalty; his ostentation
had a lining of generosity。 Results; we must remember; are to the
profit of society; motives concern God。
But after the arrival of Modeste's letter Ernest deceived himself no
longer as to Canalis。 The pair had just finished breakfast and were
talking together in the poet's study; which was on the ground…floor of
a house standing back in a court…yard; and looked into a garden。
〃There!〃 exclaimed Canalis; 〃I was telling Madame de Chaulieu the
other day that I ought to bring out another poem; I knew admiration
was running short; for I have had no anonymous letters for a long
time。〃
〃Is it from an unknown woman?〃
〃Unknown? yes!a D'Este; in Havre; evidently a feigned name。〃
Canalis passed the letter to La Briere。 The little poem; with all its
hidden enthusiasms; in short; poor Modeste's heart; was disdainfully
handed over; with the gesture of a spoiled dandy。
〃It is a fine thing;〃 said the lawyer; 〃to have the power to attract
such feelings; to force a poor woman to step out of the habits which
nature; education; and the world dictate to her; to break through
conventions。 What privileges genius wins! A letter such as this;
written by a young girla genuine young girlwithout hidden
meanings; with real enthusiasm〃
〃Well; what?〃 said Canalis。
〃Why; a man might suffer as much as Tasso and yet feel recompensed;〃
cried La Briere。
〃So he might; my dear fellow; by a first letter of that kind; and even
a second; but how about the thirtieth? And suppose you find out that
these young enthusiasts are little jades? Or imagine a poet rushing
along the brilliant path in search of her; and finding at the end of
it an old Englishwoman sitting on a mile…stone and offering you her
hand! Or suppose this post…office angel should really be a rather ugly
girl in quest of a husband? Ah; my boy! the effervescence then goes
down。〃
〃I begin to perceive;〃 said La Briere; smiling; 〃that there is
something poisonous in glory; as there is in certain dazzling
flowers。〃
〃And then;〃 resumed Canalis; 〃all these women; even when they are
simple…minded; have ideals; and you can't satisfy them。 They never say
to themselves that a poet is a vain man; as I am accused of being;
they can't conceive what it is for an author to be at the mercy of a
feverish excitement; which makes him disagreeable and capricious; they
want him always grand; noble; it never occurs to them that genius is a
disease; or that Nathan lives with Florine; that D'Arthez is too fat;
and Joseph Bridau is too thin; that Beranger limps; and that their own
particular deity may have the snuffles! A Lucien de Rubempre; poet and
cupid; is a phoenix。 And why should I go in search of compliments only
to pull the string of a shower…bath of horrid looks from some
disillusioned female?〃
〃Then the true poet;〃 said La Briere; 〃ought to remain hidden; like
God; in the centre of his worlds; and be only seen in his own
creations。〃
〃Glory would cost too dear in that case;〃 answered Canalis。 〃There is
some good in life。 As for that letter;〃 he added; taking a cup of tea;
〃I assure you that when a noble and beautiful woman loves a poet she
does not hide in the corner boxes; like a duchess in love with an
actor; she feels that her beauty; her fortune; her name are protection
enough; and she dares to say openly; like an epic poem: 'I am the
nymph Calypso; enamored of Telemachus。' Mystery and feigned names are
the resources of little minds。 For my part I no longer answer masks〃
〃I should love a woman who came to seek me;〃 cried La Briere。 〃To all
you say I reply; my dear Canalis; that it cannot be an ordinary girl
who aspires to a distinguished man; such a girl has too little trust;
too much vanity; she is too faint…hearted。 Only a star; a〃
〃princess!〃 cried Canalis; bursting into a shout of laughter; 〃only
a princess can descend to him。 My dear fellow; that doesn't happen
once in a hundred years。 Such a love is like that flower that blossoms
every century。 Princesses; let me tell you; if they are young; rich;
and beautiful; have something else to think of; they are surrounded
like rare plants by a hedge of fools; well…bred idiots as hollow as
elder…bushes! My dream; alas! the crystal of my dream; garlanded from
hence to the Correze with rosesah! I cannot speak of itit is in
fragments at my feet; and has long been so。 No; no; all anonymous
letters are begging letters; and what sort of begging? Write yourself
to that young woman; if you suppose her young and pretty; and you'll
find out。 There is nothing like experience。 As for me; I can't
reasonably be expected to love every woman; Apollo; at any rate he of
Belvedere; is a delicate consumptive who must take care of his
health。〃
〃But when a woman writes to you in this way her excuse must certainly
be in her consciousness that she is able to eclipse in tenderness and
beauty every other woman;〃 said Ernest; 〃and I should think you might
feel some curiosity〃
〃Ah;〃 said Canalis; 〃permit me; my juvenile friend; to abide by the
beautiful duchess who is all my joy。〃
〃You are right; you are right!〃 cried Ernest。 However; the young
secretary read and re…read Modeste's letter; striving to guess the
mind of its hidden writer。
〃There is not the least fine…writing here;〃 he said; 〃she does not
even talk of your genius; she speaks to your heart。 In your place I
should feel tempted by this fragrance of modesty;this proposed
agreement〃
〃Then; sign it!〃 cried Canalis; laughing; 〃answer the letter and go to
the end of the adventure yourself。 You shall tell me the results three
months henceif the affair lasts so long。〃
Four days later Modeste received the following letter; written on
extremely fine paper; protected by two envelopes; and sealed with the
arms of Canalis。
Mademoiselle;The admiration for fine works (allowing that my
books are such) implies something so lofty and sincere as to
protect you from all light jesting; and to justify before the
sternest judge the step you have taken in writing to me。
But first I must thank you for the pleasure which such proofs of
sympathy afford; even though we may not merit them;for the maker
of verses and the true poet are equally certain of the intrinsic
worth of their writings;so readily does self…esteem lend itself
to praise。 The best proof of friendship that I can give to an
unknown lady in exchange for a faith which allays the sting of
criticism; is to share with her the harvest of my own experience;
even at the risk of dispelling her most vivid illusions。
Mademoiselle; the noblest adornment of a young girl is the flower
of a pure and saintly and irreproachable life。 Are you alone in
the world? If you are; there is no need to say more。 But if you
have a family; a father or a mother; think of all the sorrow that
might come to them from such a letter as yours addressed to a poet
of whom you know nothing personally。 All writers are not angels;
they have many defects。 Some are frivolous; heedless; foppish;
ambitious; dissipated; and; believe me; no matter how imposing
innocence may be; how chivalrous a poet is; you will meet with
many a degenerate troubadour in Paris ready to cultivate your
affection only to betray it。 By such a man your letter would be
interpreted otherwise than it is by me。 He would see a thought
that is not in it; which you; in your innocence; have not
suspected。 There are as many natures as there are writers。 I am
deeply flattered that you have judged me capable of understanding
you; but had you; perchance; fallen upon a hypocrite; a scoffer;
one whose books may be melancholy but whose life is a perpetual
carnival; you would have found as the result of your generous
imprudence an evil…minded man; the frequenter of green…rooms;
perhaps a hero of some gay resort。 In the bower of clematis where
you dream of poets; can you smell the odor of the cigar which
drives all poetry from the manuscript?
But let us look still furth
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