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owe　all　the　happiness　I　have　ever　enjoyed；very　little　at　the　best〃

（he　sadly　shook　his　head）。　〃Love　is　symbolized　among　all　nations　as　a

child；　because　it　fancies　the　world　belongs　to　it；　and　it　cannot

conceive　otherwise。　Well；　Nature　herself　set　the　limit　to　that

sentiment。　It　was　still…born。　A　tender；　maternal　soul　guessed　and

calmed　the　painful　constriction　of　my　heart；for　a　woman　who　feels；

who　knows；　that　she　is　past　the　joys　of　love　becomes　angelic　in　her

treatment　of　others。　The　duchess　has　never　made　me　suffer　in　my

sensibilities。　For　ten　years　not　a　word；　not　a　look；　that　could　wound

me！　I　attach　more　value　to　words；　to　thoughts；　to　looks；　than　ordinary

men。　If　a　look　is　to　me　a　treasure　beyond　all　price；　the　slightest

doubt　is　deadly　poison；　it　acts　instantaneously；　my　love　dies。　I

believecontrary　to　the　mass　of　men；　who　delight　in　trembling；

hoping；　expectingthat　love　can　only　exist　in　perfect；　infantile；　and

infinite　security。　The　exquisite　purgatory；　where　women　delight　to

send　us　by　their　coquetry；　is　a　base　happiness　to　which　I　will　not

submit：　to　me；　love　is　either　heaven　or　hell。　If　it　is　hell；　I　will

have　none　of　it。　I　feel　an　affinity　with　the　azure　skies　of　Paradise

within　my　soul。　I　can　give　myself　without　reserve；　without　secrets；

doubts　or　deceptions；　in　the　life　to　come；　and　I　demand　reciprocity。

Perhaps　I　offend　you　by　these　doubts。　Remember；　however；　that　I　am

only　talking　of　myself〃



〃a　good　deal；　but　never　too　much；〃　said　Modeste；　offended　in　every

hole　and　corner　of　her　pride　by　this　discourse；　in　which　the　Duchesse

de　Chaulieu　served　as　a　dagger。　〃I　am　so　accustomed　to　admire　you；　my

dear　poet。〃



〃Well；　then；　can　you　promise　me　the　same　canine　fidelity　which　I　offer

to　you？　Is　it　not　beautiful？　Is　it　not　just　what　you　have　longed　for？〃



〃But　why；　dear　poet；　do　you　not　marry　a　deaf…mute；　and　one　who　is　also

something　of　an　idiot？　I　ask　nothing　better　than　to　please　my　husband。

But　you　threaten　to　take　away　from　a　girl　the　very　happiness　you　so

kindly　arrange　for　her；　you　are　tearing　away　every　gesture；　every

word；　every　look；　you　cut　the　wings　of　your　bird；　and　then　expect　it

to　hover　about　you。　I　know　poets　are　accused　of　inconsistencyoh！

very　unjustly；〃　she　added；　as　Canalis　made　a　gesture　of　denial；　〃that

alleged　defect　which　comes　from　the　brilliant　activity　of　their　minds

which　commonplace　people　cannot　take　into　account。　I　do　not　believe；

however；　that　a　man　of　genius　can　invent　such　irreconcilable

conditions　and　call　his　invention　life。　You　are　requiring　the

impossible　solely　for　the　pleasure　of　putting　me　in　the　wrong；like

the　enchanters　in　fairy…tales；　who　set　tasks　to　persecuted　young　girls

whom　the　good　fairies　come　and　deliver。〃



〃In　this　case　the　good　fairy　would　be　true　love；〃　said　Canalis　in　a

curt　tone；　aware　that　his　elaborate　excuse　for　a　rupture　was　seen

through　by　the　keen　and　delicate　mind　which　Butscha　had　piloted　so

well。



〃My　dear　poet；　you　remind　me　of　those　fathers　who　inquire　into　a

girl's　'dot'　before　they　are　willing　to　name　that　of　their　son。　You

are　quarrelling　with　me　without　knowing　whether　you　have　the　slightest

right　to　do　so。　Love　is　not　gained　by　such　dry　arguments　as　yours。　The

poor　duke　on　the　contrary　abandons　himself　to　it　like　my　Uncle　Toby；

with　this　difference；　that　I　am　not　the　Widow　Wadman；though　widow

indeed　of　many　illusions　as　to　poetry　at　the　present　moment。　Ah；　yes；

we　young　girls　will　not　believe　in　anything　that　disturbs　our　world　of

fancy！　I　was　warned　of　all　this　beforehand。　My　dear　poet；　you　are

attempting　to　get　up　a　quarrel　which　is　unworthy　of　you。　I　no　longer

recognize　the　Melchior　of　yesterday。〃



〃Because　Melchior　has　discovered　a　spirit　of　ambition　in　you　which〃



Modeste　looked　at　him　from　head　to　foot　with　an　imperial　eye。



〃But　I　shall　be　peer　of　France　and　ambassador　as　well　as　he；〃　added

Canalis。



〃Do　you　take　me　for　a　bourgeois；〃　she　said；　beginning　to　mount　the

steps　of　the　portico；　but　she　instantly　turned　back　and　added；　〃That

is　less　impertinent　than　to　take　me　for　a　fool。　The　change　in　your

conduct　comes　from　certain　silly　rumors　which　you　have　heard　in　Havre；

and　which　my　maid　Francoise　has　repeated　to　me。〃



〃Ah；　Modeste；　how　can　you　think　it？〃　said　Canalis；　striking　a　dramatic

attitude。　〃Do　you　think　me　capable　of　marrying　you　only　for　your

money？〃



〃If　I　do　you　that　wrong　after　your　edifying　remarks　on　the　banks　of

the　Seine　can　you　easily　undeceive　me；〃　she　said；　annihilating　him

with　her　scorn。



〃Ah！〃　thought　the　poet；　as　he　followed　her　into　the　house；　〃if　you

think；　my　little　girl；　that　I'm　to　be　caught　in　that　net；　you　take　me

to　be　younger　than　I　am。　Dear；　dear；　what　a　fuss　about　an　artful

little　thing　whose　esteem　I　value　about　as　much　as　that　of　the　king　of

Borneo。　But　she　has　given　me　a　good　reason　for　the　rupture　by　accusing

me　of　such　unworthy　sentiments。　Isn't　she　sly？　La　Briere　will　get　a

burden　on　his　backidiot　that　he　is！　And　five　years　hence　it　will　be

a　good　joke　to　see　them　together。〃



The　coldness　which　this　altercation　produced　between　Modeste　and

Canalis　was　visible　to　all　eyes　that　evening。　The　poet　went　off　early；

on　the　ground　of　La　Briere's　illness；　leaving　the　field　to　the　grand

equerry。　About　eleven　o'clock　Butscha；　who　had　come　to　walk　home　with

Madame　Latournelle；　whispered　in　Modeste's　ear；　〃Was　I　right？〃



〃Alas；　yes；〃　she　said。



〃But　I　hope　you　have　left　the　door　half　open；　so　that　he　can　come

back；　we　agreed　upon　that；　you　know。〃



〃Anger　got　the　better　of　me；〃　said　Modeste。　〃Such　meanness　sent　the

blood　to　my　head　and　I　told　him　what　I　thought　of　him。〃



〃Well；　so　much　the　better。　When　you　are　both　so　angry　that　you　can't

speak　civilly　to　each　other　I　engage　to　make　him　desperately　in　love

and　so　pressing　that　you　will　be　deceived　yourself。〃



〃Come；　come；　Butscha；　he　is　a　great　poet；　he　is　a　gentleman；　he　is　a

man　of　intellect。〃



〃Your　father's　eight　millions　are　more　to　him　than　all　that。〃



〃Eight　millions！〃　exclaimed　Modeste。



〃My　master；　who　has　sold　his　practice；　is　going　to　Provence　to　attend

to　the　purchase　of　lands　which　your　father's　agent　has　suggested　to

him。　The　sum　that　is　to　be　paid　for　the　estate　of　La　Bastie　is　four

millions；　your　father　has　agreed　to　it。　You　are　to　have　a　'dot'　of　two

millions　and　another　million　for　an　establishment　in　Paris；　a　hotel

and　furniture。　Now；　count　up。〃



〃Ah！　then　I　can　be　Duchesse　d'Herouville！〃　cried　Modeste；　glancing　at

Butscha。



〃If　it　hadn't　been　for　that　comedian　of　a　Canalis　you　would　have　kept

HIS　whip；　thinking　it　came　from　me；〃　said　the　dwarf；　indirectly

pleading　La　Briere's　cause。



〃Monsieur　Butscha；　may　I　ask　if　I　am　to　marry　to　please　you？〃　said

Modeste；　laughing。



〃That　fine　fellow　loves　you　as　well　as　I　do；and　you　loved　him　for

eight　days；〃　retorted　Butscha；　〃and　HE　has　got　a　heart。〃



〃Can　he　compete；　pray；　with　an　office　under　the　Crown？　There　are　but

six；　grand　almoner；　chancellor；　grand　chamberlain；　grand　master；　high

constable；　grand　admiral；but　they　don't　appoint　high　constables　any

longer。〃



〃In　six　months；　mademoiselle；　the　masseswho　are　made　up　of　wicked

Butschascould　send　all　those　grand　dignities　to　the　winds。　Besides；

what　signifies　nobility　in　these　days？　There　are　not　a　thousand　real

noblemen　in　France。　The　d'Herouvilles　are　descended　from　a　tipstaff　in

the　time　of　Robert　of　Normandy。　You　will　have　to　put　up　with　many　a

vexation　from　the　old　aunt　with　the　furrowed　face。　Look　here；as　you

are　so　anxious　for　the　title　of　duchess；you　belong　to　the　Comtat；

and　the　Pope　will　certainly　think　as　much　of　you　as　he　does　of　all

those　merchants　down　there；　he'll　sell　you　a　duchy　with　some　name

ending　in　'ia'　or　'agno。'　Don't　play　away　your　happiness　for　an　office

under　the　Crown。〃







CHAPTER　XXV



A　DIPLOMATIC　LETTER



The　poet's　reflections　during　the　night　were　thoroughly　matter…of

fact。　He　sincerely　saw　nothing　worse　in　life　than　the　situation　of　a

married　man　without　money。　Still　trembling　at　the　danger　he　had　been

led　into　by　his　vanity；　his　desire　to　get　the　better　of　the　duke；　and

his　belief　in　the　Mignon　millions；　he　began　to　ask　himself　what　the

duchess　must　be　thinking　of　his　stay　in　Havre；　aggravated　by　the　fact

that　he　had　not　written　to　her　for　fourteen　days；　whereas　in　Paris

they　exchanged　four　or　five　letters　a　week。



〃And　that　poor　woman　is　working　hard　to　get　me　appointed　commander　of

the　Legion　and　ambassador　to　the　Court　of　Baden！〃　he　cried。



Thereupon；　with　that　promptitude　of　decision　which　resultsin　poets

as　well　as　in　speculatorsfrom　a　lively　intuition　of　the　future；　he

sat　down　and　composed　the　following　letter：



　　To　Madame　la　Duchesse　de　Chaulieu：



　　My　dear　Eleonore；You　have　doubtless　been　surprised　at　not

　　hearing　from　me；　but　the　stay　I　am　making　in　this　place　is　not

　　altogether　on　account　of　my　health。　I　have　been　trying　to　do　a

　　good　turn　to　our　little　friend　La　Briere。　The　poor　fellow　has

　　fallen　in　love　with　a　certain　Mademoiselle　Modeste　de　La　Bastie；　a

　　rather　pale；　insignificant；　and　thread…papery　little　thing；　who；

　　by　the　way；　has　the　vice　of　liking　literature；　and　calls　herself　a

　　poet　to　excuse　the　caprices　and　humors　of　a　rather　sullen　nature。

　　You　know　Ernest；he　is　so　easy　to　catch　that　I　have　been　afraid

　　to　leave　him　to　himself。　Mademoiselle　de　La　Bastie　was　inclined　to

　　coquet　with　your　Melchior；　and　was　only　too　ready　to　become　your

　　rival；　though　her　arms　are　thin；　and　she　has　no　more　bust　than

　　most　girls；　moreover；　her　hair　is　as　dead　and　colorless　as　that　of

　　Madame　de　Rochefide；　and　her　eyes　small；　gray；　and　very

　　suspicious。　I　put　a　stopperhaps　rather　brutallyto　the

　　attentions　of　Mademoiselle　Immodeste；　but　love；　such　as　mine　for

　　you；　demanded　it。　What　care　I　for　all　the　women　on　earth；

　　compared　to　you；