not； as last year； asleep； but sitting in his study at work of some sort。 He went to bed at three o'clock and got up at eight。
One evening when she was getting ready to go to the theatre and standing before the pier glass； Dymov came into her bedroom； wearing his dress…coat and a white tie。 He was smiling gently and looked into his wife's face joyfully； as in old days； his face was radiant。
〃I have just been defending my thesis；〃 he said； sitting down and smoothing his knees。
〃Defending？〃 asked Olga Ivanovna。
〃Oh； oh！〃 he laughed； and he craned his neck to see his wife's face in the mirror； for she was still standing with her back to him； doing up her hair。 〃Oh； oh；〃 he repeated； 〃do you know it's very possible they may offer me the Readership in General Pathology？ It seems like it。〃
It was evident from his beaming； blissful face that if Olga Ivanovna had shared with him his joy and triumph he would have forgiven her everything； both the present and the future； and would have forgotten everything； but she did not understand what was meant by a 〃readership〃 or by 〃general pathology〃； besides； she was afraid of being late for the theatre； and she said nothing。
He sat there another two minutes； and with a guilty smile went away。
VII
It had been a very troubled day。
Dymov had a very bad headache； he had no breakfast； and did not go to the hospital； but spent the whole time lying on his sofa in the study。 Olga Ivanovna went as usual at midday to see Ryabovsky； to show him her still…life sketch； and to ask him why he had not been to see her the evening before。 The sketch seemed to her worthless； and she had painted it only in order to have an additional reason for going to the artist。
She went in to him without ringing； and as she was taking off her goloshes in the entry she heard a sound as of something running softly in the studio； with a feminine rustle of skirts； and as she hastened to peep in she caught a momentary glimpse of a bit of brown petticoat； which vanished behind a big picture draped； together with the easel； with black calico； to the floor。 There could be no doubt that a woman was hiding there。 How often Olga Ivanovna herself had taken refuge behind that picture！
Ryabovsky； evidently much embarrassed； held out both hands to her； as though surprised at her arrival； and said with a forced smile：
〃Aha！ Very glad to see you！ Anything nice to tell me？〃
Olga Ivanovna's eyes filled with tears。 She felt ashamed and bitter； and would not for a million roubles have consented to speak in the presence of the outsider； the rival； the deceitful woman who was standing now behind the picture； and probably giggling malignantly。
〃I have brought you a sketch；〃 she said timidly in a thin voice； and her lips quivered。 〃_Nature morte。_〃
〃Ahah！ 。 。 。 A sketch？〃
The artist took the sketch in his hands； and as he examined it w alked； as it were mechanically； into the other room。
Olga Ivanovna followed him humbly。
〃_Nature morte_ 。 。 。 first…rate sort；〃 he muttered； falling into rhyme。 〃Kurort 。 。 。 sport 。 。 。 port 。 。 。〃
From the studio came the sound of hurried footsteps and the rustle of a skirt。
So she had gone。 Olga Ivanovna wanted to scream aloud； to hit the artist on the head with something heavy； but she could see nothing through her tears； was crushed by her shame； and felt herself； not Olga Ivanovna； not an artist； but a little insect。
〃I am tired 。 。 。〃 said the artist languidly； looking at the sketch and tossing his head as though struggling with drowsiness。 〃It's very nice； of course； but here a sketch today； a sketch last year； another sketch in a month 。 。 。 I wonder you are not bored with them。 If I were you I should give up painting and work seriously at music or something。 You're not an artist； you know； but a musician。 But you can't think how tired I am！ I'll tell them to bring us some tea； shall I？〃
He went out of the room； and Olga Ivanovna heard him give some order to his footman。 To avoid farewells and explanations； and above all to avoid bursting into sobs； she ran as fast as she could； before Ryabovsky came back； to the entry； put on her goloshes； and went out into the street； then she breathed easily； and felt she was free for ever from Ryabovsky and from painting and from the burden of shame which had so crushed her in the studio。 It was all over！
She drove to her dressmaker's； then to see Barnay； who had only arrived the day before； from Barnay to a music…shop； and all the time she was thinking how she would write Ryabovsky a cold； cruel letter full of personal dignity； and how in the spring or the summer she would go with Dymov to the Crimea； free herself finally from the past there； and begin a new life。
On getting home late in the evening she sat down in the drawing…room； without taking off her things； to begin the letter。 Ryabovsky had told her she was not an artist； and to pay him out she wrote to him now that he painted the same thing every year； and said exactly the same thing every day； that he was at a standstill； and that nothing more would come of him than had come already。 She wanted to write； too； that he owed a great deal to her good influence； and that if he was going wrong it was only because her influence was paralysed by various dubious persons like the one who had been hiding behind the picture that day。
〃Little mother！〃 Dymov called from the study； without opening the door。
〃What is it？〃
〃Don't come in to me； but only come to the door that's right。 。 。 。 The day before yesterday I must have caught diphtheria at the hospital； and now 。 。 。 I am ill。 Make haste and send for Korostelev。〃
Olga Ivanovna always called her husband by his surname； as she did all the men of her acquaintance； she disliked his Christian name； Osip； because it reminded her of the Osip in Gogol and the silly pun on his name。 But now she cried：
〃Osip； it cannot be！〃
〃Send for him； I feel ill；〃 Dymov said behind the door； and she could hear him go back to the sofa and lie down。 〃Send！〃 she heard his voice faintly。
〃Good Heavens！〃 thought Olga Ivanovna； turning chill with horror。 〃Why； it's dangerous！〃
For no reason she took the candle and went into the bedroom； and there； reflecting what she must do； glanced casually at herself in the pier glass。 With her pale； frightened face； in a jacket with sleeves high on the shoulders； with yellow ruches on her bosom； and with stripes running in unusual directions on her skirt； she seemed to herself horrible and disgusting。 She suddenly felt poignantly sorry for Dymov； for his boundless love for her； for his young life； and even for the desolate little bed in which he had not slept for so long； and she remembered his habitual； gentle； submissive smile。 She wept bitterly； and wrote an imploring letter to Korostelev。 It was two o'clock in the night。
VIII
When towards eight o'clock in the morning Olga Ivanovna； her head heavy from want of sleep and her hair unbrushed； came out of her bedroom； looking unattractive and with a guilty expression on her face； a gentleman with a black beard； apparently the doctor； passed by her into the entry。 There was a smell of drugs。 Korostelev was standing near the study door； twisting his left moustache with his right hand。
〃Excuse me； I can't let you go in；〃 he said surlily to Olga Ivanovna； 〃it's catching。 Besides； it's no use； really； he is delirious； anyway。〃
〃Has he really got diphtheria？〃 Olga Ivanovna asked in a whisper。
〃People who wantonly risk infection ought to be hauled up and punished for it；〃 muttered Korostelev； not answering Olga Ivanovna's question。 〃Do you know why he caught it？ On Tuesday he was sucking up the mucus through a pipette from a boy with diphtheria。 And what for？ It was stupid。 。 。 。 Just from folly。 。 。 。〃
〃Is it dangerous； very？〃 asked Olga Ivanovna。
〃Yes； they say it is the malignant form。 We ought to send for Shrek really。〃
A little red…haired man with a long nose and a Jewish accent arrived； then a tall； stooping； shaggy individual； who looked like a head deacon； then a stout young man with a red face and spectacles。 These were doctors who came to watch by turns beside their colleague。 Korostelev did not go home when his turn was over； but remained and wandered about the rooms like an uneasy spirit。 The maid kept getting tea for the various doctors； and was constantly running to the chemist； and there was no one to do the rooms。 There was a dismal stillness in the flat。
Olga Ivanovna sat in her bedroom and thought that God was punishing her for having deceived her husband。 That silent； unrepining； uncomprehended creature； robbed by his mildness of all personality and will； weak from excessive kindness； had been suffering in obscurity somewhere on his sofa； and had not complained。 And if he were to complain even in delirium； the doctors watching by his bedside would learn that diphtheria was not the only cause of his sufferings。 They would ask Korostelev。 He knew all about it； and it was not for nothing that he looked at his friend's wife with eyes that seemed to say that she was the real chief criminal and diphtheria was only her accomplice。 She did not think now of the moonlight evening on the Volga； nor the words of love； nor their poetical life in the peasant's hut。 She thought only that from an idle whim； from self…indulgence； she had sullied herself all over from head to foot in something filthy； sticky； which one could never wash off。 。 。 。
〃Oh； how fearfully false I've been！〃 she thought； recalling the troubled passion she had known with Ryabovsky。 〃Curse it all！ 。 。 。〃
At four o'clock she dined with Korostelev。 He did nothing but scowl and drink red wine； and did not eat a morsel。 She ate nothing； either。 At one minute she was praying inwardly and vowing to God that if Dymov recovered she would love him again and be a faithful wife to him。 Then； forgetting herself for a minute； she would look at Korostelev； and think： 〃Surely it must be dull to be a humble； obscure person； not remarkable in any way； especially with such a wrinkled face and bad manners！〃
Then it seemed to her that God would strike her dead that minute for not having once been in her husband's study； for fear of infection。 And alt