ur life；〃 continued her aunt smiling。 〃I know the wishes of your friends will have some weight with you； do not let them control you； however。 Judge for yourself； but take time to reflect； accept Mr。 Ellsworth's own propositionwait some time before you give a final answer； that is all that your grandfather and myself can ask。〃
And such had been the decision； three months being the time appointed。 Since then； both Mr。 Wyllys and Miss Agnes had carefully refrained from expressing any farther opinionthey never even alluded to the subject； but left Elinor to her own reflections。 Such at least was their intention； but their wishes were well known to her； and very possibly； unconsciously influenced their conduct and manner； in many daily trifles； in a way very evident to Elinor。 In the mean time； September had come； and the moment for final decision was at hand。 Mr。 Ellsworth's conduct throughout had been very much in his favour； he had been persevering and marked in his attentions； without annoying by his pertinacity。 Elinor had liked him； in the common sense of the word； from the first； and the better she knew him； the more cause she found to respect his principles； and amiable character。 And yet； if left to her own unbiassed judgment； she would probably have refused him at first； with no other reluctance than that of wounding for a time the feelings of a man she sincerely esteemed。
The morning that Mrs。 Creighton and Mr。 Ellsworth left Wyllys…Roof； Elinor set out to take a stroll in the field； with no other companion than her friend Bruno。 The dog seemed aware that his mistress was absent and thoughtful； more indifferent than usual to his caresses and gambols； and； after having made this observation； the sagacious animal seemed determined not to annoy her； but walked soberly at her side； or occasionally trotting on before； he would stop； turn towards her； and sit in the path； looking at her as she slowly approached。 She had left the house； in order to avoid any intrusion on her thoughts； at a moment which was an important one to her； for she had determined； that after one more thorough examination of her own feelings； her own views； and the circumstances in which she was placed； the question should be irrevocably settledwhether she were to became the wife of Mr。 Ellsworth； or to remain single。 Many persons may fancy this a very insignificant matter to decide； and one that required no such serious attention。 But to every individual； that is a highly important point； which must necessarily affect the whole future course of life； the choice which involves so intimate and indissoluble a relation； where every interest in life is identical with one's own； is surely no trifling concern。 It may well be doubted； indeed； if even with men it be not a matter of higher importance than is commonly believed； observation； we think； would lead to the opinion； that a wife's character and conduct have a deeper and more general effect on the husband's career； for good or for evil； through his opinions and actions； than the world is aware of。 This choice certainly appeared a much more formidable step to Elinor； when Mr。 Ellsworth was the individual to be accepted or rejected； than it had when Harry stood in the same position。 In one case she had to reflect； and ponder； and weigh all the different circumstances； in the other； the natural bent of her affections had decided the question before it was asked。 But Elinor had； quite lately； settled half…a…dozen similar affairs； with very little reflection indeed； and without a moment's anxiety or regret； she had just refused； with polite indifference； several proposals； from persons whom she had every reason to believe； cared a great deal for her fortune； and very little for herself。 If thought were more active than feeling； in behalf of Mr。 Ellsworth； still； thought said a great deal in his favour。 She had always liked and respected him； she believed him attached to her； her nearest friends were anxious she should give a favourable answer； there could not be a doubt that he possessed many excellent and desirable qualities。 She would not be romantic； neither would she be unjust to Mr。 Ellsworth and herself； she would not accept him； unless she could do so frankly； and without reluctance。 This； then； was the question to be decidedcould she love Mr。 Ellsworth？ The free； spontaneous love； natural to early youth； she had once given to Hazlehurst； could she now offer to Mr。 Ellsworth sincere affection of another kind； less engrossing at first； less mingled with the charms of fancy； but often； perhaps on that account； more valuable； more enduring？ Sincere affection of any sort； is that only which improves with age； gaining strength amid the wear and tear of life。 It was to decide this question clearly； that Elinor had desired three months' delay。 These three months had nearly passed； when she again met Mr。 Ellsworth； in what character should she receive him？
The precise train of thought pursued by Elinor； during this morning stroll； we shall not attempt to follow； but that she was fully aware of the importance of the decision was evident； by the unusual absence of manner； which seemed to have struck even her four…footed friend Bruno。 She had； indeed； made an important discovery lately； one which was startling； and even painful to her。 She found that there are moments in life； when each individual is called upon to think and to act alone。 It is a truth which most of us are forced to feel； as we go through this world； though； happily； it is but seldom that such hours occur。 In general； the sympathy； the counsel of friends； is of the very highest value； and yet； there are moments when neither can avail。 At such times； we are forced to look higher； to acknowledge that human wisdom does not reach far enough to guide us； that our wounds need a purer balm than any offered by human sympathy。 Until recently； Elinor had always been soothed and supported by the affection and guidance of her aunt； but she must now depend upon herself alone。 To a young person； called upon for the first time to take an important step； with no other guide than individual judgment and conscience； the responsibility of action may well be startling； even a wise and experienced man will often pause at such moments； doubtful of the course he shall pursue。 It is an easy matter to settle a question； when passion； feeling； interest； or prejudice gives the bias； but where these are all silent； and cool judgment is left alone to decide； the greatest men feel； to a painful degree； how limited are their powers； the high responsibility which is attached to free…will rises before them； and they shrink from the idea of trusting their own welfare to their own short…sighted reason alone。 Most men； at such times； take refuge in a sort of fatalism； they stand inactive； until urged in this or that direction by the press of outward circumstances； or they rush blindly forward； under impatience of suspense； preferring risk to inaction。
The occasion of our young friend's anxiety and thoughtfulness was； no doubt； a trifling one to all but herself； the cause of her hesitation； however； was honourable； the opinions； feelings； and motives under which she eventually acted； were alike natural and creditable。
CHAPTER XVIII。 ｛XLI｝
〃Are you acquainted with the difference That holds this present question； in the court？〃 Merchant of Venice。
｛William Shakespeare； 〃The Merchant of Venice〃； IV。i。171…172｝
AS the time for the trial approached； the parties collected in Philadelphia。 Harry and his friends were often seen in the streets； looking busy and thoughtful。 Mr。 Reed also appeared； and took up his quarters at one of the great hotels； in company with Mr。 Clapp and his client； who generally received the name of William Stanley； although he had not yet established a legal claim to it。 There was much curiosity to see this individual； as the case had immediately attracted general attention in the town； where the families interested were so well known； and the singular circumstances of the suit naturally excited additional interest。
After the court opened its session； it became doubtful at one moment； whether the cause would he tried at that term； but others which preceded it having been disposed of； the Stanley suit was at length called。
On one side appeared William Stanley； the plaintiff； with Messrs。 Reed and Clapp as counsel； a number of witnesses had been summoned by them； and were now present； mingled with the audience。 On the other hand were the defendants； Mr。 Wyllys； Hazlehurst； Ellsworth； and Mr。 Grant； a distinguished lawyer of Philadelphia； appearing more particularly for Mrs。 Stanley； they were also supported by witnesses of their own。
While the preliminary steps were going on； the jury forming； and the parties interested making their arrangements； the court…room filled rapidly with the friends of Hazlehurst； and a crowd of curious spectators。 Among the individuals known to us； were Robert Hazlehurst； Mr。 Stryker； and Charlie Hubbard； the young artist； who found that his want of inches interfered with his view of the scene； and springing on a bench； he remained there； and contrived to keep much the same station throughout the trial； his fine； intelligent countenance following the proceedings with the liveliest interest： Harry soon perceived him； and the young men exchanged friendly smiles。 Mr。 Stryker was looking on with cold； worldly curiosity； while Robert Hazlehurst watched over his brother's interest with much anxiety。 In one sense the audience was unequally divided at first； for while Harry had many warm； personal friends present； the sailor was a stranger to all； the aspect of things partially changed； however； for among that portion of the crowd who had no particular sympathies with the defendants； a number soon took sides with the plaintiff。 The curiosity to see the sailor was very great； at one moment； in the opening of the trial； all eyes were fixed on him； nor did Harry escape his share of scrutiny。
It was immediately observed； by those who had known the late Mr。 Stanley； that the plaintiff certainly resembled his family。 He was dressed like a seaman； and appeared quite easy and confident； seldom absent from court； speaking little； but f