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aspirations。　　Why？　　Because　I've　got　none。　　That's　priceless。　　Take　the

Press；　take　Parlyment；　take　Mayorsall　mad　on　aspirations。　　Now　it's

Free　Trade；　now　it's　Imperialism；　now　it's　Liberty　in　Europe；　now　it's

Slavery　in　Ireland；　now　it's　sacrifice　of　the　last　man　an'　the　last

dollar。　　You　never　can　tell　what　aspiration'll　get　'em　next。　　And　the

'ole　point　of　an　aspiration　is　the　sacrifice　of　someone　else。　　Don't　you

make　a　mistake；　sir。　　I　defy　you　to　make　a　public　speech　which　'asn't　got

that　at　the　bottom　of　it。〃



〃We　are　wandering　from　the　point；　Joe；〃　returned　Mr。　Lavender。　　〃Who　is

it　that　governs；　the　country？〃



〃A　Unseen　Power；〃　replied　Joe　promptly。



〃How？〃



〃Well；　sir；　we're　a　democratic　country；　ain't　we？　　Parlyment's　elected　by

the　People；　and　Gover'ment's　elected　by　Parlyment。　　All　right　so　far；　but

what　'appens？　　Gover'ment　says　'I'm　going　to　do　this。'　　So　long　as　it

meets　with　the　approval　of　the　Unseen　Power；　well　an'　good。　　But　what　if

it　don't？　　The　U。P。　　gets　busy；　in　an　'undred　papers　there　begins　to

appear　what　the　U。P。　　calls　Public　Opinion；　that's　to　say　the　opinion　of

the　people　that　agree　with　the　U。P。　　There　you　'ave　it；　sir；　only　them

and　it　appears　strong。　　Attacks　on　the　Gover'ment　policy；　nasty　things

said　abaht　members　of　it　that's　indiscreet　enough　to　speak　aht　what；　they

thinkGerman　fathers；　and　other　secret　vices；　an'　what's　more　than　all；

not　a　peep　at　any　opinion　that　supports　the　Gover'ment。　　Well；　that　goes

on　day　after　day；　playin'　on　the　mind　of　Parlyment；　if　they've　got　any；

and　gittin'　on　the　Gover'ment's　nerves；　which　they've　got　weak；　till　they

says：　'Look　'ere；　it's　no　go；　Public　Opinion　won't　stand　it。　　We　shall　be

outed；　and　that'll　never　do；　because　there's　no　other　set　of　fellows　that

can　save　this　country。'　　Then　they　'ave　a　meetin'　and　change　their

policy。　　And　what　they've　never　seen　is　that　they've　never　seen　Public

Opinion　at　all。　　All　they've　seen　is　what　the　U。P。　　let　'em。　　Now　if　I

was　the　Gover'ment；　I'd　'ave　it　out　once　for　all　with　the　U。　P。〃



〃Ah！〃　cried　Mr。　Lavender；　whose　eyes　were　starting　from　his；　head；　so

profoundly　was　he　agitated　by　what　was　to　him　a　new　thought。



〃Yes；〃　continued　Joe；　〃if　I　was　the　Gover'ment；　next　time　it　'appened；

I'd　say：　'All　right；　old　cock；　do　your　damnedest。　　I　ain't　responsible　to

you。　　Attack；　suppress；　and　all　the　rest　of　it。　　We're　goin'　to　do　what

we　say；　all　the　same！'　　And　then　I'd　do　it。　　And　what'd　come　of　it？

Either　the　U。P。　would　go　beyond　the　limits　of　the　Lawand　then　I'd　jump

on　it；　suppress　its　papers；　and　clap　it　into　quodor　it'd　take　it　lyin'

down。　　Whichever　'appened　it'd　be　all　up　with　the　U。　P。　　I'd　a　broke　its

chain　off　my　neck　for　good。　　But　I　ain't　the　Gover'ment；　an　Gover'ment's

got　tender　feet。　　I　ask　you；　sir；　wot's　the　good　of　havin'　a

Constitooshion；　and　a　the　bother　of　electing　these　fellows；　if　they　can't

act　according　to　their　judgment　for　the　short　term　of　their　natural

lives？　　The　U。P。　　may　be　patriotic　and　estimable；　and　'ave　the　best

intentions　and　all　that；　but　its　outside　the　Constitooshion；　and　what's

more；　I'm　not　goin'　to　spend　my　last　blood　an'　my　last　money　in　a

democratic　country　to　suit　the　tastes　of　any　single　man；　or　triumpherate；

or　wotever　it　may　be　made　of。　　If　the　Government's　uncertain　wot　the

country　wants　they　can　always　ask　it　in　the　proper　way；　but　they　never

ought　to　take　it　on　'earsay　from　the　papers。　　That's　wot　I　think。〃



While　he　was　speaking　Mr。　Lavender　had　become　excited　to　the　point　of

fever；　for；　without　intending　it；　Joe　had　laid　bare　to　him　a　yawning

chasm　between　his　worship　of　public　men　and　his　devotion　to　the　Press。

And　no　sooner　had　his　chauffeur　finished　than　he　cried：　〃Leave　me；　Joe；

for　I　must　think　this　out。〃



〃Right；　sir；〃　answered　Joe　with　his　smile；　and　taking　the　tea…tray　from

off　his　master；　he　set　it　where　it　must　infallibly　be　knocked　over；　and

went　out。



〃Can　it　be　possible；〃　thought　Mr。　Lavender；　when　he　was　alone；　〃that　I　am

serving　God　and　Mammon？　　And　which　is　God　and　which　is　Mammon？〃　he　added；

letting　his　thoughts　play　over　the　countless　speeches　and　leading

articles　which　had　formed　his　spiritual　diet　since　the　war　began。　　〃Or；

indeed；　are　they　not　both　God　or　both　Mammon？　　If　what　Joe　says　is　true；

and　nothing　is　recorded　save　what　seems　good　to　this　Unseen　Power；　have　I

not　been　listening　to　ghosts　and　shadows；　and　am　I；　indeed；　myself

anything　but　the　unsubstantial　image　of　a　public　man？　　For　it　is　true

that　I　have　no　knowledge　of　anything　save　what　is　recorded　in　the

papers。〃　　And　perceiving　that　the　very　basis　of　his　faith　was　endangered；

he　threw　off　the　bedclothes；　and　began　to　pace　the　room。　　〃Are　we；　then；

all；〃　he　thought；　〃being　bounded　like　india…rubber　balls　by　an　unseen

hand；　and　is　there　no　one　of　us　strong　enough　to　bounce　into　the　eye　of

our　bounder　and　overthrow　him？　　My　God；　I　am　unhappy；　for　it　is　a

terrible　thing　not　to　know　which　my　God　is；　and　whether　I　am　a　public　man

or　an　india…rubber　ball。　　〃And　the　more　he　thought　the　more　dreadful　it

seemed　to　him；　now　that　he　perceived　that　all　those　journals；　pamphlets；

and　reports　with　which　his　study　walls　were　lined　might　not　be　the　truth；

but　merely　authorized　versions　of　it。



〃This；〃　he　said　aloud；　〃is　a　nightmare　from　which　I　must　awaken　or　lose

all　my　power　of　action　and　my　ability　to　help　my　country　in　its　peril。〃



And　sudden　sweat　broke　out　on　his　brow；　for　he　perceived　that　he　had　now

no　means　of　telling　even　whether　there　was　a　peril；　so　strangely　had

Joe's　words　affected　his　powers　of　credulity。



〃But　surely；〃　he　thought；　steadying　himself　by　gripping　his　washstand；

〃there　was；　at　least；　a　peril　once。　　And　yet；　how　do　I　know　even　that；

for　I　have　only　been　told　so　；　and　the　tellers　themselves　were　only　told

so　by　this　Unseen　Power　；　and　suppose　it　has　made　a　mistake　or　has　some

private　ends　to　serve！　　Oh！　it　is　terrible；　and　there　is　no　end　to　it。

〃And　he　shook　the　crockery　in　the　spasms　which　followed　the　first

awakenings　of　these　religious　doubts。　　〃Where；　then；　am　I　to　go；〃　he

cried；　〃for　knowledge　of　the　truth？　　For　even　books　would　seem　dependent

on　the　good　opinion　of　this　Unseen　Power；　and　would　not　reach　my　eyes

unless　they　were　well　spoken　of　by　it。〃



And　the　more　he　thought　the　more　it　seemed　to　him　that　nothing　could　help

him　but　to　look　into　the　eyes　of　this　Unseen　Power；　so　that　he　might　see

for　himself　whether　it　was　the　Angel　of　Truth　or　some　Demon　jumping　on

the　earth。　　No　sooner　had　this　conviction　entered　his　brain　than　he

perceived　how　in　carrying　out　such　an　enterprise　he　would　not　only　be

setting　his　own　mind　at　rest；　and　re…establishing　or　abolishing　his

faith；　but　would　be　doing　the　greatest　service　which　he　could　render　to

his　country　and　to　all　public　men。　　〃Thus；〃　he　thought；　〃shall　I

cannonize　my　tourney；　and　serve　Aurora；　who　is　the　dawn　of　truth　and

beauty　in　the　world。　　I　am　not　yet　worthy；　however；　of　this　adventure；

which　will；　indeed；　be　far　more　arduous　and　distressing　to　accomplish

than　any　which　I　have　yet　undertaken。　　What　can　I　do　to　brighten　and

equip　my　mind　and　divest　it　of　all　those　prejudices　in　which　it　may

unconsciously　have　become　steeped　？　　If　I　could　1eave　e　earth　a　short

space　and　commune　with　the　clouds　it　might　be　best。　　I　will　go　to　Hendon

and　see　if　someone　will　take　me　up　for　a　consideration；　for　on　earth　I

can　no　longer　be　sure　of　anything。



And　having　rounded　off　his　purpose　with　this　lofty　design；　he　went　back

to　bed　with　his　head　lighter　than　a　puff…ball。









XVII



ADDRESSES　THE　CLOUDS



On　the　morning　following　his　resurrection　Mr。　Lavender　set　out　very　early

for　the　celebrated　flying　ground　without　speaking　of　his　intention　to

anyone。　　At　the　bottom　of　the　hill　he　found　to　his　annoyance　that　Blink

had　divined　his　purpose　and　was　following。　　This；　which　compelled　him　to

walk；　greatly　delayed　his　arrival。　　But　chance　now　favoured　him；　for　he

found　he　was　expected；　and　at　once　conducted　to　a　machine　which　was　about

to　rise。　　A　taciturn　young　man；　with　a　long　jaw；　and　wings　on　his　breast；

was　standing　there　gazing　at　it　with　an　introspective　eye。



〃Ready；　sir？〃　he　said。



〃Yes；〃　replied　Mr。　Lavender；　enveloped　to　the　eyes　in　a　garment　of　fur

and　leather。　　〃Will　you　kindly　hold　my　dog？〃　he　added；　stroking　Blink

with　the　feeling　that　he　was　parting　for　ever　with　all　that　was　most　dear

to　him。



An　attendant　having　taken　hold　of　her　by　the　collar；　Mr。　Lavender　was

heaved　into　the　machine；　where　the　young　airman　was　already　seated　in

front　of　him。



〃Shall　I　feel　sick？〃　asked　Mr。　Lavender。



〃Probably；〃　said　the　young　airman。



〃That　will　not　deter　me；　for　the　less　material　I　become　the　better　it

will　be。〃



The　young　airman　turned　his　head；　and　Mr。　Lavender　caught　the　surprised

yellow　of　his　eye。



〃Hold　on；〃　said　the　airman；　〃I'm　going　to　touch　her　off。〃



Mr。　Lavender　held　on；　and　the　machine　moved　but　at　this　moment　Blink；

uttering　a　dismal　howl；　leapt　forward；　and；　breaking　from　the　attendant's

grasp；　landed　in　the　machine　against　Mr。　Lavender's　chest。



〃Stop！　stop　he　cried！〃　my　dog。



〃Stuff　her　down；〃　said　the　unmoved　airman；　〃between　your　legs。　　She's　not

the　first　to　go　up　and　won't　be　the　last　to　come　down。〃



Mr。　Lavender　stuffed　her　down　as　best　he　could。　　〃If　we　are　to　be

killed；〃　he　thought；　〃it　will　be　together。　　Blink！〃　　The　faithful

creature；　who　bitterly　regretted　her　position　now　that　the　motion　had

begun；　looked　up　with　a　darkened　eye　at　Mr。　Lavender；　who　was　stopping

his　ears　against　the　horrible　noises　which　had　now　begun。　　He　；too；　had

become　aware　of　the　pit　of　his　stomach；　but　this　sensation　soon　passed

away　in　the　excitement　he　felt　at　getting　away　from　the　earth；　for　they

were　already　at　the　height　of　a　house；　and　rising　rapidly。



〃It　is　not　at　all　like　a　little　bird；〃　he　tho