superb toilette； and Anastasie ought not to be outshone by her younger sister。 And thenshe was drowned in tears； poor girl！ I felt so humbled yesterday when I had not the twelve thousand francs； that I would have given the rest of my miserable life to wipe out that wrong。 You see； I could have borne anything once； but latterly this want of money has broken my heart。 Oh！ I did not do it by halves； I titivated myself up a bit； and went out and sold my spoons and forks and buckles for six hundred francs； then I went to old Daddy Gobseck； and sold a year's interest on my annuity for four hundred francs down。 Pshaw！ I can live on dry bread； as I did when I was a young man； if I have done it before； I can do it again。 My Nasie shall have one happy evening； at any rate。 She shall be smart。 The banknote for a thousand francs is under my pillow； it warms me to have it lying there under my head； for it is going to make my poor Nasie happy。 She can turn that bad girl Victoire out of the house。 A servant that cannot trust her mistress； did any one ever hear the like！ I shall be quite well to…morrow。 Nasie is coming at ten o'clock。 They must not think that I am ill； or they will not go to the ball； they will stop and take care of me。 To…morrow Nasie will come and hold me in her arms as if I were one of her children； her kisses will make me well again。 After all； I might have spent the thousand francs on physic； I would far rather give them to my little Nasie； who can charm all the pain away。 At any rate； I am some comfort to her in her misery； and that makes up for my unkindness in buying an annuity。 She is in the depths； and I cannot draw her out of them now。 Oh！ I will go into business again； I will buy wheat in Odessa； out there； wheat fetches a quarter of the price it sells for here。 There is a law against the importation of grain； but the good folk who made the law forgot to prohibit the introduction of wheat products and food stuffs made from corn。 Hey！ hey！ 。 。 。 That struck me this morning。 There is a fine trade to be done in starch。〃
Eugene； watching the old man's face； thought that his friend was light…headed。
〃Come；〃 he said； 〃do not talk any more； you must rest〃 Just then Bianchon came up； and Eugene went down to dinner。
The two students sat up with him that night； relieving each other in turn。 Bianchon brought up his medical books and studied； Eugene wrote letters home to his mother and sisters。 Next morning Bianchon thought the symptoms more hopeful； but the patient's condition demanded continual attention； which the two students alone were willing to givea task impossible to describe in the squeamish phraseology of the epoch。 Leeches must be applied to the wasted body； the poultices and hot foot…baths； and other details of the treatment required the physical strength and devotion of the two young men。 Mme。 de Restaud did not come； but she sent a messenger for the money。
〃I expected she would come herself； but it would have been a pity for her to come； she would have been anxious about me；〃 said the father； and to all appearances he was well content。
At seven o'clock that evening Therese came with a letter from Delphine。
〃What are you doing； dear friend？ I have been loved for a very little while； and I am neglected already？ In the confidences of heart and heart； I have learned to know your soulyou are too noble not to be faithful for ever； for you know that love with all its infinite subtle changes of feeling is never the same。 Once you said； as we were listening to the Prayer in Mose in Egitto； 'For some it is the monotony of a single note； for others； it is the infinite of sound。' Remember that I am expecting you this evening to take me to Mme。 de Beauseant's ball。 Every one knows now that the King signed M。 d'Ajuda's marriage…contract this morning； and the poor Vicomtesse knew nothing of it until two o'clock this afternoon。 All Paris will flock to her house； of course； just as a crowd fills the Place de Greve to see an execution。 It is horrible； is it not； to go out of curiosity to see if she will hide her anguish； and whether she will die courageously？ I certainly should not go； my friend； if I had been at her house before； but； of course； she will not receive society any more after this； and all my efforts would be in vain。 My position is a very unusual one； and besides； I am going there partly on your account。 I am waiting for you。 If you are not beside me in less than two hours； I do not know whether I could forgive such treason。〃
Rastignac took up a pen and wrote：
〃I am waiting till the doctor comes to know if there is any hope of your father's life。 He is lying dangerously ill。 I will come and bring you the news； but I am afraid it may be a sentence of death。 When I come you can decide whether you can go to the ball。Yours a thousand times。〃
At half…past eight the doctor arrived。 He did not take a very hopeful view of the case； but thought that there was no immediate danger。 Improvements and relapses might be expected； and the good man's life and reason hung in the balance。
〃It would be better for him to die at once；〃 the doctor said as he took leave。
Eugene left Goriot to Bianchon's care； and went to carry the sad news to Mme。 de Nucingen。 Family feeling lingered in her； and this must put an end for the present to her plans of amusement。
〃Tell her to enjoy her evening as if nothing had happened；〃 cried Goriot。 He had been lying in a sort of stupor； but he suddenly sat upright as Eugene went out。
Eugene； half heartbroken； entered Delphine's。 Her hair had been dressed； she wore her dancing slippers； she had only to put on her ball…dress； but when the artist is giving the finishing stroke to his creation； the last touches require more time than the whole groundwork of the picture。
〃Why； you are not dressed！〃 she cried。
〃Madame； your father〃
〃My father again！〃 she exclaimed； breaking in upon him。 〃You need not teach me what is due to my father； I have known my father this long while。 Not a word； Eugene。 I will hear what you have to say when you are dressed。 My carriage is waiting； take it； go round to your rooms and dress； Therese has put out everything in readiness for you。 Come back as soon as you can； we will talk about my father on the way to Mme。 de Beauseant's。 We must go early； if we have to wait our turn in a row of carriages； we shall be lucky if we get there by eleven o'clock。〃
〃Madame〃
〃Quick！ not a word！〃 she cried； darting into her dressing…room for a necklace。
〃Do go； Monsieur Eugene； or you will vex madame；〃 said Therese； hurrying him away； and Eugene was too horror…stricken by this elegant parricide to resist。
He went to his rooms and dressed； sad； thoughtful； and dispirited。 The world of Paris was like an ocean of mud for him just then； and it seemed that whoever set foot in that black mire must needs sink into it up to the chin。
〃Their crimes are paltry；〃 said Eugene to himself。 〃Vautrin was greater。〃
He had seen society in its three great phasesObedience； Struggle； and Revolt； the Family； the World； and Vautrin； and he hesitated in his choice。 Obedience was dull； Revolt impossible； Struggle hazardous。 His thoughts wandered back to the home circle。 He thought of the quiet uneventful life； the pure happiness of the days spent among those who loved him there。 Those loving and beloved beings passed their lives in obedience to the natural laws of the hearth； and in that obedience found a deep and constant serenity； unvexed by torments such as these。 Yet； for all his good impulses； he could not bring himself to make profession of the religion of pure souls to Delphine； nor to prescribe the duties of piety to her in the name of love。 His education had begun to bear its fruits； he loved selfishly already。 Besides； his tact had discovered to him the real nature of Delphine； he divined instinctively that she was capable of stepping over her father's corpse to go to the ball； and within himself he felt that he had neither the strength of mind to play the part of mentor； nor the strength of character to vex her； nor the courage to leave her to go alone。
〃She would never forgive me for putting her in the wrong over it；〃 he said to himself。 Then he turned the doctor's dictum over in his mind； he tried to believe that Goriot was not so dangerously ill as he had imagined； and ended by collecting together a sufficient quantity of traitorous excuses for Delphine's conduct。 She did not know how ill her father was； the kind old man himself would have made her go to the ball if she had gone to see him。 So often it happens that this one or that stands condemned by the social laws that govern family relations； and yet there are peculiar circumstances in the case； differences of temperament； divergent interests； innumerable complications of family life that excuse the apparent offence。
Eugene did not wish to see too clearly； he was ready to sacrifice his conscience to his mistress。 Within the last few days his whole life had undergone a change。 Woman had entered into his world and thrown it into chaos； family claims dwindled away before her； she had appropriated all his being to her uses。 Rastignac and Delphine found each other at a crisis in their lives when their union gave them the most poignant bliss。 Their passion； so long proved； had only gained in strength by the gratified desire that often extinguishes passion。 This woman was his； and Eugene recognized that not until then had he loved her； perhaps love is only gratitude for pleasure。 This woman； vile or sublime； he adored for the pleasure she had brought as her dower； and Delphine loved Rastignac as Tantalus would have loved some angel who had satisfied his hunger and quenched the burning thirst in his parched throat。
〃Well；〃 said Mme。 de Nucingen when he came back in evening dress； 〃how is my father？〃
〃Very dangerously ill；〃 he answered； 〃if you will grant me a proof of your affections； we will just go in to see him on the way。〃
〃Very well；〃 she said。 〃Yes； but afterwards。 Dear Eugene； do be nice； and don't preach to me。 Come。〃
They set out。 Eugene said nothing for a while。
〃What is it now？〃 she asked。
〃I can hear the death…rattle in your f