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still to think that thy power can read the heart!  Thou knowest

that it is the faithful mother that writes to thee; it is not the

faithless wife!  Is there sin in thy knowledge; Zanoni?  Sin must

have sorrow:  and it were sweetoh; how sweetto be thy

comforter。  But the child; the infant; the soul that looks to

mine for its shield!magician; I wrest from thee that soul!

Pardon; pardon; if my words wrong thee。  See; I fall on my knees

to write the rest!



〃Why did I never recoil before from thy mysterious lore; why did

the very strangeness of thine unearthly life only fascinate me

with a delightful fear?  Because; if thou wert sorcerer or angel…

demon; there was no peril to other but myself:  and none to me;

for my love was my heavenliest part; and my ignorance in all

things; except the art to love thee; repelled every thought that

was not bright and glorious as thine image to my eyes。  But NOW

there is another!  Look! why does it watch me thus;why that

never…sleeping; earnest; rebuking gaze?  Have thy spells

encompassed it already?  Hast thou marked it; cruel one; for the

terrors of thy unutterable art?  Do not madden me;do not madden

me!unbind the spell!



〃Hark! the oars without!  They come;they come; to bear me from

thee!  I look round; and methinks that I see thee everywhere。

Thou speakest to me from every shadow; from every star。  There;

by the casement; thy lips last pressed mine; there; there by that

threshold didst thou turn again; and thy smile seemed so

trustingly to confide in me!  Zanonihusband!I will stay!  I

cannot part from thee!  No; no!  I will go to the room where thy

dear voice; with its gentle music; assuaged the pangs of

travail!where; heard through the thrilling darkness; it first

whispered to my ear; 'Viola; thou art a mother!'  A mother!yes;

I rise from my knees;I AM a mother!  They come!  I am firm;

farewell!〃



Yes; thus suddenly; thus cruelly; whether in the delirium of

blind and unreasoning superstition; or in the resolve of that

conviction which springs from duty; the being for whom he had

resigned so much of empire and of glory forsook Zanoni。  This

desertion; never foreseen; never anticipated; was yet but the

constant fate that attends those who would place Mind BEYOND the

earth; and yet treasure the Heart WITHIN it。  Ignorance

everlastingly shall recoil from knowledge。  But never yet; from

nobler and purer motives of self…sacrifice; did human love link

itself to another; than did the forsaking wife now abandon the

absent。  For rightly had she said that it was not the faithless

wife; it WAS the faithful mother that fled from all in which her

earthly happiness was centred。



As long as the passion and fervour that impelled the act animated

her with false fever; she clasped her infant to her breast; and

was consoled;resigned。  But what bitter doubt of her own

conduct; what icy pang of remorse shot through her heart; when;

as they rested for a few hours on the road to Leghorn; she heard

the woman who accompanied herself and Glyndon pray for safety to

reach her husband's side; and strength to share the perils that

would meet her there!  Terrible contrast to her own desertion!

She shrunk into the darkness of her own heart;and then no voice

from within consoled her。





CHAPTER 6。IX。



Zukunft hast du mir gegeben;

Doch du nehmst den Augenblick。

〃Kassandra。〃



(Futurity hast thou given to me;yet takest from me the Moment。)



〃Mejnour; behold thy work!  Out; out upon our little vanities of

wisdom!out upon our ages of lore and life!  To save her from

Peril I left her presence; and the Peril has seized her in its

grasp!〃



〃Chide not thy wisdom but thy passions!  Abandon thine idle hope

of the love of woman。  See; for those who would unite the lofty

with the lowly; the inevitable curse; thy very nature

uncomprehended;thy sacrifices unguessed。  The lowly one views

but in the lofty a necromancer or a fiend。  Titan; canst thou

weep?〃



〃I know it now; I see it all!  It WAS her spirit that stood

beside our own; and escaped my airy clasp!  O strong desire of

motherhood and nature! unveiling all our secrets; piercing space

and traversing worlds!Mejnour; what awful learning lies hid in

the ignorance of the heart that loves!〃



〃The heart;〃 answered the mystic; coldly; 〃ay; for five thousand

years I have ransacked the mysteries of creation; but I have not

yet discovered all the wonders in the heart of the simplest

boor!〃



〃Yet our solemn rites deceived us not; the prophet…shadows; dark

with terror and red with blood; still foretold that; even in the

dungeon; and before the deathsman; I;I had the power to save

them both!〃



〃But at some unconjectured and most fatal sacrifice to thyself。〃



〃To myself!  Icy sage; there is no self in love!  I go。  Nay;

alone:  I want thee not。  I want now no other guide but the human

instincts of affection。  No cave so dark; no solitude so vast; as

to conceal her。  Though mine art fail me; though the stars heed

me not; though space; with its shining myriads; is again to me

but the azure void;I return but to love and youth and hope!

When have they ever failed to triumph and to save!〃







BOOK VII。



THE REIGN OF TERROR。



Orrida maesta nei fero aspetto

Terrore accresce; e piu superbo il rende;

Rosseggian gli occhi; e di veneno infetto

Come infausta cometa; il guardo splende;

Gil involve il mento; e sull 'irsuto petto

Ispida efoita la gran barbe scende;

E IN GUISA DE VORAGINE PROFONDA

SAPRE LA BOCCA A'ATRO SANGUE IMMONDA。

(Ger。 Lib。; Cant。 iv。 7。)



A horrible majesty in the fierce aspect increases it terror; and

renders it more  superb。  Red glow the eyes; and the aspect

infected; like a baleful comet; with  envenomed influences;

glares around。  A vast beard covers the chinand; rough  and

thick; descends over the shaggy breast。And like a profound gulf

expand the jaws; foul with black gore。







CHAPTER 7。I。



Qui suis…je; moi qu'on accuse?  Un esclave de la Liberte; un

martyr vivant de la Republique。

〃Discours de Robespierre; 8 Thermidor。〃



(Who am I;_I_ whom they accuse?  A slave of Liberty;a living

martyr for the Republic。)



It roars;The River of Hell; whose first outbreak was chanted as

the gush of a channel to Elysium。  How burst into blossoming

hopes fair hearts that had nourished themselves on the diamond

dews of the rosy dawn; when Liberty came from the dark ocean; and

the arms of decrepit ThraldomAurora from the bed of Tithon!

Hopes! ye have ripened into fruit; and the fruit is gore and

ashes!  Beautiful Roland; eloquent Vergniaud; visionary

Condorcet; high…hearted Malesherbes!wits; philosophers;

statesmen; patriots; dreamers! behold the millennium for which ye

dared and laboured!



I invoke the ghosts!  Saturn hath devoured his children (〃La

Revolution est comme Saturne; elle devorera tous ses enfans。〃

Vergniaud。); and lives alone;I his true name of Moloch!



It is the Reign of Terror; with Robespierre the king。  The

struggles between the boa and the lion are past:  the boa has

consumed the lion; and is heavy with the gorge;Danton has

fallen; and Camille Desmoulins。  Danton had said before his

death; 〃The poltroon Robespierre;I alone could have saved him。〃

From that hour; indeed; the blood of the dead giant clouded the

craft of 〃Maximilien the Incorruptible;〃 as at last; amidst the

din of the roused Convention; it choked his voice。  (Le sang de

Danton t'etouffe!〃 (the blood of Danton chokes thee!) said

Garnier de l'Aube; when on the fatal 9th of Thermidor;

Robespierre gasped feebly forth; 〃Pour la derniere fois;

President des Assassins; je te demande la parole。〃  (For the last

time; President of Assassins; I demand to speak。))  If; after

that last sacrifice; essential; perhaps; to his safety;

Robespierre had proclaimed the close of the Reign of Terror; and

acted upon the mercy which Danton had begun to preach; he might

have lived and died a monarch。  But the prisons continued to

reek;the glaive to fall; and Robespierre perceived not that his

mobs were glutted to satiety with death; and the strongest

excitement a chief could give would be a return from devils into

men。



We are transported to a room in the house of Citizen Dupleix; the

menuisier; in the month of July; 1794; or; in the calendar of the

Revolutionists; it was the Thermidor of the Second Year of the

Republic; One and Indivisible!  Though the room was small; it was

furnished and decorated with a minute and careful effort at

elegance and refinement。  It seemed; indeed; the desire of the

owner to avoid at once what was mean and rude; and what was

luxurious and voluptuous。  It was a trim; orderly; precise grace

that shaped the classic chairs; arranged the ample draperies;

sank the frameless mirrors into the wall; placed bust and bronze

on their pedestals; and filled up the niches here and there with

well…bound books; filed regularly in their appointed ranks。  An

observer would have said; 〃This man wishes to imply to you;I am

not rich; I am not ostentatious; I am not luxurious; I am no

indolent Sybarite; with couches of down; and pictures that

provoke the sense; I am no haughty noble; with spacious halls;

and galleries that awe the echo。  But so much the greater is my

merit if I disdain these excesses of the ease or the pride; since

I love the elegant; and have a taste!  Others may be simple and

honest; from the very coarseness of their habits; if I; with so

much refinement and delicacy; am simple and honest;reflect; and

admire me!〃



On the walls of this chamber hung many portraits; most of them

represented but one face; on the formal pedestals were grouped

many busts; most of them sculptured but one head。  In that small

chamber Egotism sat supreme; and made the Arts its looking…

glasses。  Erect in a chair; before a large table spread with

letters; sat
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