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〃Another　resemblance！〃　said　the　volatile　and　happy　Gaston。　〃We　both　seem

to　have　an　eye　for　them。　But；　believe　me；　Padre；　I　could　never　stay　here

planting　olives。　I　should　go　back　and　see　the　original　onesand　then　I'd

hasten　on　to　Paris。〃



And；　with　a　volume　of　Meyerbeer　open　in　his　hand；　Gaston　hummed：

〃'Robert；　Robert；　toi　que　j'aime。'　Why；　Padre；　I　think　that　your　library

contains　none　of　the　masses　and　all　of　the　operas　in　the　world！〃



〃I　will　make　you　a　little　confession；〃　said　Padre　Ignacio；　〃and　then　you

shall　give　me　a　little　absolution。〃



〃For　a　penance；〃　said　Gaston；　〃you　must　play　over　some　of　these　things　to

me。〃



〃I　suppose　I　could　not　permit　myself　this　luxury；〃　began　the　Padre；

pointing　to　his　operas；　〃and　teach　these　to　my　choir；　if　the　people　had

any　worldly　associations　with　the　music。　But　I　have　reasoned　that　the

music　cannot　do　them　harm〃



The　ringing　of　a　bell　here　interrupted　him。　〃In　fifteen　minutes；〃　he

said；　〃our　poor　meal　will　be　ready　for　you。〃　The　good　Padre　was　not　quite

sincere　when　he　spoke　of　a　〃poor　meal。〃　While　getting　the　aguardiente　for

his　guest　he　had　given　orders；　and　he　knew　how　well　such　orders　would　be


carried　out。　He　lived　alone；　and　generally　supped　simply　enough；　but　not

even　the　ample　table　at　San　Fernando　could　surpass　his　own　on　occasions。

And　this　was　for　him　indeed　an　occasion！



〃Your　half…breeds　will　think　I　am　one　of　themselves；〃　said　Gaston；

showing　his　dusty　clothes。　〃I　am　not　fit　to　be　seated　with　you。〃　But　he

did　not　mean　this　any　more　than　his　host　had　meant　his　remark　about　the

food。　In　his　pack；　which　an　Indian　had　brought　from　his　horse；　he　carried

some　garments　of　civilization。　And　presently；　after　fresh　water　and　not　a

little　painstaking　with　brush　and　scarf；　there　came　back　to　the　Padre　a

young　guest　whose　elegance　and　bearing　and　ease　of　the　great　world　were

to　the　exiled　priest　as　sweet　as　was　his　traveled　conversation。



They　repaired　to　the　hall　and　took　their　seats　at　the　head　of　the　long

table。　For　the　Spanish　centuries　of　stately　custom　lived　at　Santa　YsabeI

del　Mar；　inviolate；　feudal；　remote。



They　were　the　only　persons　of　quality　present；　and　between　themselves　and

the　gente　de　razon　a　space　intervened。　Behind　the　Padre's　chair　stood　an

Indian　to　waft　upon　him；　and　another　stood　behind　the　chair　of　Gaston

Villere。　Each　of　these　servants　wore　one　single　white　garment；　and

offered　the　many　dishes　to　the　gente　fina　and　refilled　their　glasses。　At

the　lower　end　of　the　table　a　general　attendant　wafted　upon　mescladosthe

half…breeds。　There　was　meat　with　spices；　and　roasted　quail；　with　various

cakes　and　other　preparations　of　grain；　also　the　brown　fresh　olives　and

grapes；　with　several　sorts　of　figs　and　plums；　and　preserved　fruits；　and

white　and　red　winethe　white　fifty　years　old。　Beneath　the　quiet　shining

of　candles；　fresh…cut　flowers　leaned　from　vessels　of　old　Mexican　and

Spanish　make。



There　at　one　end　of　this　feast　sat　the　wild；　pastoral；　gaudy　company；

speaking　little　over　their　food；　and　there　at　the　other　the　pale　Padre；

questioning　his　visitor　about　Rachel。　The　mere　name　of　a　street　would

bring　memories　crowding　to　his　lips；　and　when　his　guest　told　him　of　a　new

play　he　was　ready　with　old　quotations　from　the　same　author。　Alfred　de

Vigny　they　spoke　of；　and　Victor　Hugo；　whom　the　Padre　disliked。　Long　after

the　dulce；　or　sweet　dish；　when　it　was　the　custom　for　the　vaqueros　and　the

rest　of　the　retainers　to　rise　and　leave　the　gente　fina　to　themselves；　the

host　sat　on　in　the　empty　hail；　fondly　talking　to　his　guest　of　his　bygone

Paris　and　fondly　learning　of　the　later　Paris　that　the　guest　had　seen。　And

thus　the　two　lingered；　exchanging　their　enthusiasms；　while　the　candles

waned；　and　the　long…haired　Indians　stood　silent　behind　the　chairs。



〃But　we　must　go　to　my　piano；〃　the　host　exclaimed。　For　at　length　they　had

come　to　a　lusty　difference　of　opinion。　The　Padre；　with　ears　critically

deaf；　and　with　smiling；　unconvinced　eyes；　was　shaking　his　head；　while

young　Gaston　sang　Trovatore　at　him；　and　beat　upon　the　table　with　a　fork。



〃Come　and　convert　me；　then；〃　said　Padre　Ignacio；　and　he　led　the　way。

〃Donizetti　I　have　always　admitted。　There；　at　least；　is　refinement。　If　the

world　has　taken　to　this　Verdi；　with　his　street…band　musicBut　there；

now！　Sit　down　and　convert　me。　Only　don't　crush　my　poor　little　Erard　with

Verdi's　hoofs。　I　brought　it　when　I　came。　It　is　behind　the　times；　too。

And；　oh；　my　dear　boy；　our　organ　is　still　worse。　So　old；　so　old！　To　get　a

proper　one　I　would　sacrifice　even　this　piano　of　mine　in　a　momentonly

the　tinkling　thing　is　not　worth　a　sou　to　anybody　except　its　master。　But

there！　Are　you　quite　comfortable？〃　And　having　seen　to　his　guest's　needs；

and　placed　spirits　and　cigars　and　an　ash…tray　within　his　reach；　the　Padre

sat　himself　comfortably　in　his　chair　to　hear　and　expose　the　false

doctrine　of　Il　Trovatore。



By　midnight　all　of　the　opera　that　Gaston　could　recall　had　been　played　and

sung　twice。　The　convert　sat　in　his　chair　no　longer；　but　stood　singing　by

the　piano。　The　potent　swing　and　flow　of　rhythms；　the　torrid；　copious

inspiration　of　the　South；　mastered　him。　〃Verdi　has　grown；〃　he　cried。

〃Verdi　is　become　a　giant。〃　And　he　swayed　to　the　beat　of　the　melodies；　and

waved　an　enthusiastic　arm。　He　demanded　every　note。　Why　did　not　Gaston

remember　it　all？　But　if　the　barkentine　would　arrive　and　bring　the　whole

music；　then　they　would　have　it　right！　And　he　made　Gaston　teach　him　what

words　he　knew。　〃'Non　ti　scorder；'〃　he　sang〃'non　ti　scordar　di　me。'　That

is　genius。　But　one　sees　how　the　world　moves　when　one　is　out　of　it。　'A

nostri　monti　ritorneremo'；　home　to　our　mountains。　Ah；　yes；　there　is

genius　again。〃　And　the　exile　sighed　and　his　spirit　voyaged　to　distant

places；　while　Gaston　continued　brilliantly　with　the　music　of　the　final

scene。



Then　the　host　remembered　his　guest。　〃I　am　ashamed　of　my　selfishness；〃　he

said。　〃It　is　already　to…morrow。〃



〃I　have　sat　later　in　less　good　company；〃　answered　the　pleasant　Gaston。

〃And　I　shall　sleep　all　the　sounder　for　making　a　convert。〃



〃You　have　dispensed　roadside　alms；〃　said　the　Padre；　smiling；　〃and　that

should　win　excellent　dreams。〃



Thus；　with　courtesies　more　elaborate　than　the　world　has　time　for　at　the

present　day；　they　bade　each　other　good…night　and　parted；　bearing　their

late　candles　along　the　quiet　halls　of　the　mission。　To　young　Gaston　in　his

bed　easy　sleep　came　without　waiting；　and　no　dreams　at　ail。　Outside　his

open　window　was　the　quiet；　serene　darkness；　where　the　stars　shone　clear；

and　tranquil　perfumes　hung　in　the　cloisters。　But　while　the　guest　lay

sleeping　all　night　in　unchanged　position　like　a　child；　up　and　down

between　the　oleanders　went　Padre　Ignacio；　walking　until　dawn。　Temptation

indeed　had　come　over　the　hill　and　entered　the　cloisters。







III



Day　showed　the　ocean's　surface　no　longer　glassy；　but　lying　like　a　mirror

breathed　upon；　and　there　between　the　short　headlands　came　a　sail；　gray

and　plain　against　the　flat　water。　The　priest　watched　through　his　glasses；

and　saw　the　gradual　sun　grow　strong　upon　the　canvas　of　the　barkentine。

The　message　from　his　world　was　at　hand；　yet　to…day　he　scarcely　cared　so

much。　Sitting　in　his　garden　yesterday；　he　could　never　have　imagined　such

a　change。　But　his　heart　did　not　hail　the　barkentine　as　usual。　Books；

music；　pale　paper；　and　printthis　was　all　that　was　coming　to　him；　

some　of　its　savor　had　gone；　for　the　siren　voice　of　Life　had　been　speaking

with　him　face　to　face；　and　in　his　spirit；　deep　down；　the　love　of　the

world　was　restlessly　answering　it。　Young　Gaston　showed　more　eagerness

than　the　Padre　over　this　arrival　of　the　vessel　that　might　be　bringing

Trovatore　in　the　nick　of　time。　Now　he　would　have　the　chance；　before　he

took　his　leave；　to　help　rehearse　the　new　music　with　the　choir。　He　would

be　a　missionary；　too：　a　perfectly　new　experience。



〃And　you　still　forgive　Verdi　the　sins　of　his　youth？〃　he　said　to　his　host。

〃I　wonder　if　you　could　forgive　mine？〃



〃Verdi　has　left　his　behind　him；〃　retorted　the　Padre。



〃But　I　am　only　twenty…five！〃　exclaimed　Gaston；　pathetically。



〃Ah；　don't　go　away　soon！〃　pleaded　the　exile。　It　was　the　first　unconcealed

complaint　that　had　escaped　him；　and　he　felt　instant　shame。



But　Gaston　was　too　much　elated　with　the　enjoyment　of　each　new　day　to

comprehend　the　Padre's　soul。　The　shafts　of　another's　pain　might　hardly

pierce　the　bright　armor　of　his　gaiety。　He　mistook　the　priest's　entreaty；

for　anxiety　about　his　own　happy　spirit。



〃Stay　here　under　your　care？〃　he　asked。　〃It　would　do　me　no　good；　Padre。

Temptation　sticks　closer　to　me　than　a　brother！〃　and　he　gave　that　laugh　of

his　which　had　disarmed　severer　judges　than　his　host。　〃By　next　week　I

should　have　introduced　some　sin　or　other　into　your　beautiful　Garden　of

Ignorance　here。　It　will　be　much　safer　for　your　flock　if　I　go　and　join　the

other　serpents　at　San　Francisco。〃



Soon　after　breakfast　the　Padre　had　his　two　mules　saddled；　and　he　and　his

guest　set　forth　down　the　hills　together　to　the　shore。　And；　beneath　the

spell　and　confidence　of　pleasant；　slow　riding　and　the　loveliness　of

everything；　the　young　man　talked　freely　of　himself。



〃And；　seriously；〃　said　he；　〃if　I　missed　nothing　else　at　Santa　Ysabel；　I

should　long　forhow　shall　I　say　it？for　insecurity；　for　danger；　and　of

all　kindsnot　merely　danger　to　the　body。　Within　these　walls；　beneath

these　sacred　bells；　you　live　too　safe　for　a　man　like　me。〃



〃Too　safe！〃　These　echoed　words　upon　the　lips　of　the　pale　Padre　were　a

whisper　too　light；　too　deep；　for　Gaston's　heedless　ear。



〃Why；〃　the　young　man　pursued　in　a　spirit　that　was　but　half　levity；

〃though　I　yield　often　to　temptation；　at　times　I　have　resisted　it；　and

here　I　should　miss　the　very　chance　to　resist。　Your　garden　could　never　be

Eden　for　me；　because　temptation　is　absent　from　it。〃



〃Absent！〃　Still　lighter；　still　deeper；　was　this　whispe