nd he was of that tree； and it is fully as dear to me。 Under the shade of that very tree； upon a log of wood； my wife was seated knitting； when I； a poor student； came into this court for the first time； just seven and twenty years ago。〃 Charlotte inquired for his daughter。 He said she was gone with Herr Schmidt to the meadows； and was with the haymakers。 The old man then resumed his story； and told us how his predecessor had taken a fancy to him； as had his daughter likewise； and how he had become first his curate； and subsequently his successor。 He had scarcely finished his story when his daughter returned through the garden； accompanied by the above…mentioned Herr Schmidt。 She welcomed Charlotte affectionately； and I confess I was much taken with her appearance。 She was a lively…looking； good…humoured brunette； quite competent to amuse one for a short time in the country。 Her lover （for such Herr Schmidt evidently appeared to be） was a polite； reserved personage； and would not join our conversation； notwithstanding all Charlotte's endeavours to draw him out。 I was much annoyed at observing； by his countenance； that his silence did not arise from want of talent； but from caprice and ill…humour。 This subsequently became very evident； when we set out to take a walk； and Frederica joining Charlotte； with whom I was talking； the worthy gentleman's face； which was naturally rather sombre； became so dark and angry that Charlotte was obliged to touch my arm； and remind me that I was talking too much to Frederica。 Nothing distresses me more than to see men torment each other； particularly when in the flower of their age； in the very season of pleasure； they waste their few short days of sunshine in quarrels and disputes； and only perceive their error when it is too late to repair it。 This thought dwelt upon my mind； and in the evening； when we returned to the vicar's； and were sitting round the table with our bread end milk； the conversation turned on the joys and sorrows of the world； I could not resist the temptation to inveigh bitterly against ill…humour。 〃We are apt；〃 said I； 〃to complain； but … with very little cause； that our happy days are few； and our evil days many。 If our hearts were always disposed to receive the benefits Heaven sends us； we should acquire strength to support evil when it comes。〃 〃But；〃 observed the vicar's wife； 〃we cannot always command our tempers； so much depends upon the constitution： when the body suffers； the mind is ill at ease。〃 〃I acknowledge that；〃 I continued； 〃but we must consider such a disposition in the light of a disease； and inquire whether there is no remedy for it。〃 〃I should be glad to hear one；〃 said Charlotte： 〃at least； I think very much depends upon ourselves； I know it is so with me。 When anything annoys me； and disturbs my temper； I hasten into the garden； hum a couple of country dances； and it is all right with me directly。〃 〃That is what I meant；〃 I replied； 〃ill…humour resembles indolence： it is natural to us； but if once we have courage to exert ourselves； we find our work run fresh from our hands； and we experience in the activity from which we shrank a real enjoyment。〃 Frederica listened very attentively： and the young man objected； that we were not masters of ourselves； and still less so of our feelings。 〃The question is about a disagreeable feeling；〃 I added； 〃from which every one would willingly escape； but none know their own power without trial。 Invalids are glad to consult physicians； and submit to the most scrupulous regimen； the most nauseous medicines； in order to recover their health。〃 I observed that the good old man inclined his head； and exerted himself to hear our discourse； so I raised my voice； and addressed myself directly to him。 We preach against a great many crimes；〃 I observed； 〃but I never remember a sermon delivered against ill…humour。〃 〃That may do very well for your town clergymen；〃 said he： 〃country people are never ill…humoured； though； indeed； it might be useful； occasionally； to my wife for instance； and the judge。〃 We all laughed； as did he likewise very cordially； till he fell into a fit of coughing； which interrupted our conversation for a time。 Herr Schmidt resumed the subject。 〃You call ill humour a crime；〃 he remarked； 〃but I think you use too strong a term。〃 〃Not at all；〃 I replied； 〃if that deserves the name which is so pernicious to ourselves and our neighbours。 Is it not enough that we want the power to make one another happy； must we deprive each other of the pleasure which we can all make for ourselves？ Show me the man who has the courage to hide his ill…humour； who bears the whole burden himself； without disturbing the peace of those around him。 No： ill…humour arises from an inward consciousness of our own want of merit； from a discontent which ever accompanies that envy which foolish vanity engenders。 We see people happy； whom we have not made so； and cannot endure the sight。〃 Charlotte looked at me with a smile； she observed the emotion with which I spoke： and a tear in the eyes of Frederica stimulated me to proceed。 〃Woe unto those；〃 I said； 〃who use their power over a human heart to destroy the simple pleasures it would naturally enjoy！ All the favours； all the attentions； in the world cannot compensate for the loss of that happiness which a cruel tyranny has destroyed。〃 My heart was full as I spoke。 A recollection of many things which had happened pressed upon my mind； and filled my eyes with tears。 〃We should daily repeat to ourselves；〃 I exclaimed； 〃that we should not interfere with our friends； unless to leave them in possession of their own joys； and increase their happiness by sharing it with them！ But when their souls are tormented by a violent passion； or their hearts rent with grief； is it in your power to afford them the slightest consolation？
〃And when the last fatal malady seizes the being whose untimely grave you have prepared； when she lies languid and exhausted before you； her dim eyes raised to heaven； and the damp of death upon her pallid brow； there you stand at her bedside like a condemned criminal； with the bitter feeling that your whole fortune could not save her； and the agonising thought wrings you； that all your efforts are powerless to impart even a moment's strength to the departing soul； or quicken her with a transitory consolation。〃
At these words the remembrance of a similar scene at which I had been once present fell with full force upon my heart。 I buried my face in my handkerchief； and hastened from the room； and was only recalled to my recollection by Charlotte's voice； who reminded me that it was time to return home。 With what tenderness she chid me on the way for the too eager interest I took in everything！ She declared it would do me injury； and that I ought to spare myself。 Yes； my angel！ I will do so for your sake。
JULY 6。
She is still with her dying friend； and is still the same bright； beautiful creature whose presence softens pain； and sheds happiness around whichever way she turns。 She went out yesterday with her little sisters： I knew it； and went to meet them； and we walked together。 In about an hour and a half we returned to the town。 We stopped at the spring I am so fond of； and which is now a thousand times dearer to me than ever。 Charlotte seated herself upon the low wall； and we gathered about her。 I looked around； and recalled the time when my heart was unoccupied and free。 〃Dear fountain！〃 I said； 〃since that time I have no more come to enjoy cool repose by thy fresh stream： I have passed thee with careless steps； and scarcely bestowed a glance upon thee。〃 I looked down； and observed Charlotte's little sister； Jane； coming up the steps with a glass of water。 I turned toward Charlotte； and I felt her influence over me。 Jane at the moment approached with the glass。 Her sister； Marianne； wished to take it from her。 〃No！〃 cried the child； with the sweetest expression of face； 〃Charlotte must drink first。〃
The affection and simplicity with which this was uttered so charmed me； that I sought to express my feelings by catching up the child and kissing her heartily。 She was frightened； and began to cry。 〃You should not do that；〃 said Charlotte： I felt perplexed。 〃Come； Jane；〃 she continued； taking her hand； and leading her down the steps again； 〃it is no matter： wash yourself quickly in the fresh water。〃 I stood and watched them； and when I saw the little dear rubbing her cheeks with her wet hands； in full belief that all the impurities contracted from my ugly beard would be washed off by the miraculous water； and how； though Charlotte said it would do； she continued still to wash with all her might； as though she thought too much were better than too little； I assure you； Wilhelm； I never attended a baptism with greater reverence； and； when Charlotte came up from the well； I could have prostrated myself as before the prophet of an Eastern nation。
In the evening I would not resist telling the story to a person who； I thought； possessed some natural feeling； because he was a man of understanding。 But what a mistake I made。 He maintained it was very wrong of Charlotte； that we should not deceive children； that such things occasioned countless mistakes and superstitions； from which we were bound to protect the young。 It occurred to me then； that this very man had been baptised only a week before； so I said nothing further； but maintained the justice of my own convictions。 We should deal with children as God deals with us； we are happiest under the influence of innocent delusions。
JULY 8。
What a child is man that he should be so solicitous about a look！ What a child is man！ We had been to Walheim： the ladies went in a carriage； but during our walk I thought I saw in Charlotte's dark eyes I am a fool but forgive me！ you should see them； those eyes。 However； to be brief （for my own eyes are weighed down with sleep）； you must know； when the ladies stepped into their carriage again； young W。 Seldstadt； Andran； and I were standing about the door。 They are a merry set of fellows； and they were all laughing and joking together。 I watched Charlotte's eyes。 They wandered from one to the other； but they did not light on me； on me； who