terrific run of luck。 Suddenly shots rang out。 The alarm was sounded； all but Vulich jumped up and rushed to arms。
〃Stake； va banque！〃 he cried to one of the most ardent gamblers。
〃Seven；〃 the latter answered as he hurried off。
Notwithstanding the general confusion； Vulich calmly finished the deal seven was the card。 By the time he reached the cordon a violent fusillade was in progress。 Vulich did not trouble himself about the bullets or the sabres of the Chechenes； but sought for the lucky gambler。
〃Seven it was！〃 he cried out； as at length he perceived him in the cordon of skirmishers who were beginning to dislodge the enemy from the wood； and going up to him； he drew out his purse and pocket…book and handed them to the winner； notwithstanding the latter's objections on the score of the inconvenience of the payment。 That unpleasant duty discharged； Vulich dashed forward； carried the soldiers along after him； and； to the very end of the affair； fought the Chechenes with the utmost coolness。
When Lieutenant Vulich came up to the table； we all became silent； expecting to hear； as usual； something original。
〃Gentlemen！〃 he said and his voice was quiet though lower in tone than usual 〃gentle… men； what is the good of futile discussions？ You wish for proofs？ I propose that we try the experiment on ourselves： whether a man can of his own accord dispose of his life； or whether the fateful moment is appointed beforehand for each of us。 Who is agreeable？〃
〃Not I。 Not I；〃 came from all sides。
〃There's a queer fellow for you！ He does get strange ideas into his head！〃
〃I propose a wager；〃 I said in jest。
〃What sort of wager？〃
〃I maintain that there is no such thing as predestination；〃 I said； scattering on the table a score or so of ducats all I had in my pocket。
〃Done；〃 answered Vulich in a hollow voice。 〃Major； you will be judge。 Here are fifteen ducats； the remaining five you owe me； kindly add them to the others。〃
〃Very well；〃 said the major； 〃though； indeed； I do not understand what is the question at issue and how you will decide it！〃
Without a word Vulich went into the major's bedroom； and we followed him。 He went up to the wall on which the major's weapons were hang… ing； and took down at random one of the pistols of which there were several of different cali… bres。 We were still in the dark as to what he meant to do。 But； when he cocked the pistol and sprinkled powder in the pan； several of the officers； crying out in spite of themselves； seized him by the arms。
〃What are you going to do？〃 they exclaimed。 〃This is madness！〃
〃Gentlemen！〃 he said slowly； disengaging his arm。 〃Who would like to pay twenty ducats for me？〃
They were silent and drew away。
Vulich went into the other room and sat by the table； we all followed him。 With a sign he invited us to sit round him。 We obeyed in silence at that moment he had acquired a certain mysterious authority over us。 I stared fixedly into his face； but he met my scrutinising gaze with a quiet and steady glance； and his pallid lips smiled。 But； notwithstanding his composure； it seemed to me that I could read the stamp of death upon his pale countenance。 I have noticed and many old soldiers have cor… roborated my observation that a man who is to die in a few hours frequently bears on his face a certain strange stamp of inevitable fate； so that it is difficult for practised eyes to be mistaken。
〃You will die to…day！〃 I said to Vulich。
He turned towards me rapidly； but answered slowly and quietly：
〃May be so； may be not。〃 。 。 。
Then； addressing himself to the major； he asked：
〃Is the pistol loaded？〃
The major； in the confusion； could not quite remember。
〃There； that will do； Vulich！〃 exclaimed somebody。 〃Of course it must be loaded； if it was one of those hanging on the wall there over our heads。 What a man you are for joking！〃
〃A silly joke； too！〃 struck in another。
〃I wager fifty rubles to five that the pistol is not loaded！〃 cried a third。
A new bet was made。
I was beginning to get tired of it all。
〃Listen；〃 I said； 〃either shoot yourself； or hang up the pistol in its place and let us go to bed。〃
〃Yes； of course！〃 many exclaimed。 〃Let us go to bed。〃
〃Gentlemen； I beg of you not to move；〃 said Vulich； putting the muzzle of the pistol to his forehead。
We were all petrified。
〃Mr。 Pechorin；〃 he added； 〃take a card and throw it up in the air。〃
I took； as I remember now； an ace of hearts off the table and threw it into the air。 All held their breath。 With eyes full of terror and a certain vague curiosity they glanced rapidly from the pistol to the fateful ace； which slowly descended； quivering in the air。 At the moment it touched the table Vulich pulled the trigger 。 。 。 a flash in the pan！
〃Thank God！〃 many exclaimed。 〃It wasn't loaded！〃
〃Let us see； though；〃 said Vulich。
He cocked the pistol again； and took aim at a forage…cap which was hanging above the window。 A shot rang out。 Smoke filled the room； when it cleared away； the forage…cap was taken down。 It had been shot right through the centre； and the bullet was deeply embedded in the wall。
For two or three minutes no one was able to utter a word。 Very quietly Vulich poured my ducats from the major's purse into his own。
Discussions arose as to why the pistol had not gone off the first time。 Some maintained that probably the pan had been obstructed； others whispered that the powder had been damp the first time； and that； afterwards； Vulich had sprinkled some fresh powder on it； but I maintained that the last supposition was wrong； because I had not once taken my eyes off the pistol。
〃You are lucky at play！〃 I said to Vulich。 。 。
〃For the first time in my life！〃 he answered； with a complacent smile。 〃It is better than 'bank' and 'shtoss。'〃＇1＇
＇1＇ Card…games。
〃But； on the other hand； slightly more dangerous！〃
〃Well？ Have you begun to believe in pre… destination？
〃I do believe in it； only I cannot understand now why it appeared to me that you must inevitably die to…day！〃
And this same man； who； such a short time before； had with the greatest calmness aimed a pistol at his own forehead； now suddenly fired up and became embarrassed。
〃That will do； though！〃 he said； rising to his feet。 〃Our wager is finished； and now your observations； it seems to me； are out of place。〃
He took up his cap and departed。 The whole affair struck me as being strange and not without reason。 Shortly after that； all the officers broke up and went home； discussing Vulich's freaks from different points of view； and； doubt… less； with one voice calling me an egoist for having taken up a wager against a man who wanted to shoot himself； as if he could not have found a convenient opportunity without my intervention。
I returned home by the deserted byways of the village。 The moon； full and red like the glow of a conflagration； was beginning to make its appear… ance from behind the jagged horizon of the house…tops； the stars were shining tranquilly in the deep； blue vault of the sky； and I was struck by the absurdity of the idea when I recalled to mind that once upon a time there were some exceed… ingly wise people who thought that the stars of heaven participated in our insignificant squabbles for a slice of ground； or some other imaginary rights。 And what then？ These lamps； lighted； so they fancied； only to illuminate their battles and triumphs； are burning with all their former brilliance； whilst the wiseacres themselves； to… gether with their hopes and passions； have long been extinguished； like a little fire kindled at the edge of a forest by a careless wayfarer！ But； on the other hand； what strength of will was lent them by the conviction that the entire heavens； with their innumerable habitants； were looking at them with a sympathy； unalterable； though mute！ 。 。 。 And we； their miserable descendants； roaming over the earth； without faith； without pride； without enjoyment； and without terror except that involuntary awe which makes the heart shrink at the thought of the inevitable end we are no longer capable of great sacrifices； either for the good of mankind or even for our own happiness； because we know the impossibility of such happiness； and； just as our ancestors used to fling themselves from one delusion to another； we pass indifferently from doubt to doubt； without possessing； as they did； either hope or even that vague though； at the same time； keen enjoyment which the soul encounters at every struggle with mankind or with destiny。
These and many other similar thoughts passed through my mind； but I did not follow them up； because I do not like to dwell upon abstract ideas for what do they lead to？ In my early youth I was a dreamer； I loved to hug to my bosom the images now gloomy； now rainbow… hued which my restless and eager imagination drew for me。 And what is there left to me of all these？ Only such weariness as might be felt after a battle by night with a phantom only a con… fused memory full of regrets。 In that vain contest I have exhausted the warmth of soul and firmness of will indispensable to an active life。 I have entered upon that life after having already lived through it in thought； and it has become wearisome and nauseous to me； as the reading of a bad imitation of a book is to one who has long been familiar with the original。
The events of that evening produced a some… what deep impression upon me and excited my nerves。 I do not know for certain whether I now believe in predestination or not； but on that evening I believed in it firmly。 The proof was startling； and I； notwithstanding that I had laughed at our forefathers and their obliging astrology； fell involuntarily into their way of thinking。 However； I stopped myself in time from following that dangerous road； and； as I have made it a rule not to reject anything decisively and not to trust anything blindly； I cast meta… physics aside and began to look at what was beneath my feet。 The precaution was well…timed。 I only just escaped stumbling over something thick and soft； but； to all appearance； inanimate。 I bent down to see what it was； and； by the light of the moon； which now shone right upon the road