st forward。 His breast was too narrow to hold his heart； which was filled with wrath。 He stamped the floor with heavy and measured steps； as though he were forging his anger。
〃The vile wretchdisguised herself as an angel！〃 Pelageya vividly arose in his memory； and he whispered malignantly and bitterly：
〃Though a fallen woman； she is better。 She did not play the hypocrite。 She at once unfolded her soul and her body； and her heart is surely just as her breastwhite and sound。〃
Sometimes Hope would whisper timidly in his ear：
〃Perhaps all that was said of her was a lie。〃
But he recalled the eager certainty of his godfather； and the power of his words； and this thought perished。 He set his teeth more firmly together and threw his chest still more forward。 Evil thoughts like splinters of wood stuck into his heart； and his heart was shattered by the acute pain they caused。
By disparaging Medinskaya； Mayakin made her more accessible to his godson； and Foma soon understood this。 A few days passed； and Foma's agitated feelings became calm； absorbed by the spring business cares。 The sorrow for the loss of the individual deadened the spite he owed the woman； and the thought of the woman's accessibility increased his passion for her。 And somehow； without perceiving it himself； he suddenly understood and resolved that he ought to go up to Sophya Pavlovna and tell her plainly； openly； just what he wanted of herthat's all！ He even felt a certain joy at this resolution； and he boldly started off to Medinskaya； thinking on the way only how to tell her best all that was necessary。
The servants of Medinskaya were accustomed to his visits； and to his question whether the lady was at home the maid replied：
〃Please go into the drawing…room。 She is there alone。〃
He became somewhat frightened； but noticing in the mirror his stately figure neatly clad with a frock…coat； and his swarthy； serious face in a frame of a downy black beard； set with large dark eyeshe raised his shoulders and confidently stepped forward through the parlour。 Strange sounds of a string instrument were calmly floating to meet him； they seemed to burst into quiet； cheerless laughter； complaining of something； tenderly stirring the heart； as though imploring it for attention and having no hopes of getting it。 Foma did not like to hear musicit always filled him with sadness。 Even when the 〃machine〃 in the tavern played some sad tune； his heart filled with melancholy anguish； and he would either ask them to stop the 〃machine〃 or would go away some little distance feeling that he could not listen calmly to these tunes without words； but full of lamentation and tears。 And now he involuntarily stopped short at the door of the drawing…room。
A curtain of long strings of parti…coloured glass beads hung over the door。 The beads had been strung so as to form a fantastic figure of some kind of plants； the strings were quietly shaking and it seemed that pale shadows of flowers were soaring in the air。 This transparent curtain did not hide the inside of the drawing… room from Foma's eyes。 Seated on a couch in her favourite corner； Medinskaya played the mandolin。 A large Japanese umbrella； fastened up to the wall； shaded the little woman in black by its mixture of colours； the high bronze lamp under a red lamp…shade cast on her the light of sunset。 The mild sounds of the slender strings were trembling sadly in the narrow room； which was filled with soft and fragrant twilight。 Now the woman lowered the mandolin on her knees and began running her fingers over the strings； also to examine fixedly something before her。 Foma heaved a sigh。
A soft sound of music soared about Medinskaya； and her face was forever changing as though shadows were falling on it； falling and melting away under the flash of her eyes。
Foma looked at her and saw that when alone she was not quite so good…looking as in the presence of peoplenow her face looked older； more seriousher eyes had not the expression of kindness and gentleness； they had a rather tired and weary look。 And her pose； too； was weary； as if the woman were about to stir but could not。 Foma noticed that the feeling which prompted him to come to her was now changing in his heart into some other feeling。 He scraped with his foot along the floor and coughed。
〃Who is that？〃 asked the woman； starting with alarm。 And the strings trembled； issuing an alarmed sound。
〃It is I；〃 said Foma； pushing aside the strings of the beads。
〃Ah！ But how quietly you've entered。 I am glad to see you。 Be seated！ Why didn't you come for such a long time？〃
Holding out her hand to him； she pointed with the other at a small armchair beside her； and her eyes were gaily smiling。
〃I was out on the bay inspecting my steamers；〃 said Foma； with exaggerated ease； moving his armchair nearer to the couch。
〃Is there much snow yet on the fields？〃
〃As much as one may want。 But it is already melting considerably。 There is water on the roads everywhere。〃
He looked at her and smiled。 Evidently Medinskaya noticed the ease of his behaviour and something new in his smile； for she adjusted her dress and drew farther away from him。 Their eyes metand Medinskaya lowered her head。
〃Melting！〃 said she； thoughtfully； examining the ring on her little finger。
〃Ye…es； streams everywhere。〃 Foma informed her； admiring his boots。
〃That's good。 Spring is coming。〃
Now it won't be delayed long。〃
〃Spring is coming；〃 repeated Medinskaya； softly； as if listening to the sounds of her words。
〃People will start to fall in love；〃 said Foma； with a smile； and for some reason or other firmly rubbed his hands。
〃Are you preparing yourself？〃 asked Medinskaya； drily。
〃I have no need for it。 I have been ready long ago。 I am already in love for all my life。〃
She cast a glance at him； and started to play again； looking at the strings and saying pensively：
〃Spring。 How good it is that you are but beginning to live。 The heart is full of power； and there is nothing dark in it。〃
〃Sophya Pavlovna！〃 exclaimed Foma； softly。She interrupted him with a caressing gesture。
〃Wait； dearest！ Today I can tell you something good。 Do you know； a person who has lived long has such moments that when he looks into his heart he unexpectedly finds there something long forgotten。 For years it lay somewhere in the depth of his heart； but lost none of the fragrance of youth； and when memory touches it； then spring comes over that person； breathing upon him the vivifying freshness of the morning of his life。 This is good； though it is very sad。〃
The strings trembled and wept under the touch of her fingers； and it seemed to Foma that their sounds and the soft voice of the woman were touching his heart gently and caressingly。 But； still firm in his decision； he listened to her words and； not knowing their meaning； thought：
〃You may speak！ And I won't believe anything you may say。〃
This thought irritated him。 And he felt sorry that he could not listen to her words as attentively and trustfully as before。
〃Are you thinking of how it is necessary to live？〃 asked the woman。
〃Sometimes I think of it； and then I forget again。 I have no time for it！〃 said Foma and smiled。 〃And then； what is there to think of？ It is simple。 You see how others live。 Well； consequently； you must imitate them。〃
〃Ah； don't do this！ Spare yourself。 You are so good！ There is something peculiar in you； whatI do not know。 But it can be felt。 And it seems to me； it will be very hard for you to get along in life。 I am sure； you will not go along the usual way of the people of your circle。 No！ You cannot be pleased with a life which is wholly devoted to gain； to hunts after the rouble； to this business of yours。 Oh； no！ I know； you will have a desire for something else； will you not？〃
She spoke quickly； with a look of alarm in her eyes。 Looking at her； Foma thought：
〃What is she driving at？〃
And he answered her slowly：
〃Perhaps I will have a desire for something else。 Perhaps I have it already。〃
Drawing up closer to him； she looked into his face and spoke convincingly：
〃Listen！ Do not live like all other people！ Arrange your life somehow differently。 You are strong； young。 You are good！〃
〃And if I am good then there must be good for me！〃 exclaimed Foma； feeling that he was seized with agitation； and that his heart was beginning to beat with anxiety。
〃Ah； but that is not the case！ Here on earth it is worse for the good people than for the bad ones！〃 said Medinskaya； sadly。
And again the trembling notes of music began to dance at the touch of her fingers。 Foma felt that if he did not start to say at once what was necessary； he would tell her nothing later。
〃God bless me！〃 he said to himself； and in a lowered voice； strengthening his heart； began：
〃Sophya Pavlovna！ Enough！ I have something to say。 I have come to tell you： 'Enough！' We must deal fairly； openly。 At first you have attracted me to yourself； and now you are fencing away from me。 I cannot understand what you say。 My mind is dull； but I can feel that you wish to hide yourself。 I can see itdo you understand now what brought me here？〃
His eyes began to flash and with each word his voice became warmer and louder。 She moved her body forward and said with alarm：
〃Oh； cease。〃
〃No； I won't； I will speak！〃
〃I know what you want to say。〃
〃You don't know it all！〃 said Foma； threateningly； rising to his feet。 〃But I know everything about youeverything。〃
〃Yes？ Then the better it is for me；〃 said Medinskaya； calmly。
She also arose from the couch； as though about to go away somewhere； but after a few seconds she again seated herself on the couch。 Her face was serious； her lips were tightly compressed； but her eyes were lowered； and Foma could not see their expression。 He thought that when he told her； 〃I know everything about you！〃 she would be frightened； she would feel ashamed and confused； would ask his forgiveness for having made sport of him。 Then he would embrace her and forgive her。 But that was not the case； it was he who was confused by her calmness。 He looked at her； searching for words to resume his speech； but found them not。
〃It is better；〃 she repeated firmly and drily。 〃So you have learned