“I don’t need you to tell me how to behave；” she said and wearily put on her bonnet。 She wondered how he could jest so blithely with a rope about his neck and her pitiful circumstances before him。 She did not even notice that his hands were jammed in his pockets in hard fists as if he were straining at his own impotence。
“Cheer up；” he said； as she tied the bonnet strings。 “You can come to my hanging and it will make you feel lots better。 It’ll even up all your old scores with me—even this one。 And I’ll mention you in my will。”
“Thank you； but they may not hang you till it’s too late to pay the taxes；” she said with a sudden malice that matched his own； and she meant it。
CHAPTER XXXV
IT WAS RAINING when she came out of the building and the sky was a dull putty color。 The soldiers on the square had taken shelter in their huts and the streets were deserted。 There was no vehicle in sight and she knew she would have to walk the long way home。
The brandy glow faded as she trudged along。 The cold wind made her shiver and the chilly needle…like drops drove hard into her face。 The rain quickly penetrated Aunt Pitty’s thin cloak until it hung in clammy folds about her。 She knew the velvet dress was being ruined and as for the tail feathers on the bonnet； they were as drooping and draggled as when their former owner had worn them about the wet barn yard of Tara。 The bricks of the sidewalk were broken and； for long stretches； completely gone。 In these spots the mud was ankle deep and her slippers stuck in it as if it were glue； even coming completely off her feet。 Every time she bent over to retrieve them； the hem of the dress fell in the mud。 She did not even try to avoid puddles but stepped dully into them； dragging her heavy skirts after her。 She could feel her wet petticoat and pantalets cold about her ankles； but she was beyond caring about the wreck of the costume on which she had gambled so much。 She was chilled and disheartened and desperate。
How could she ever go back to Tara and face them after her brave words？ How could she tell them they must all go—somewhere？ How could she leave it all； the red fields； the tall pines； the dark swampy bottom lands； the quiet burying ground where Ellen lay in the cedars’ deep shade？
Hatred of Rhett burned in her heart as she plodded along the slippery way。 What a blackguard he was！ She hoped they did hang him； so she would never have to face him again with his knowledge of her disgrace and her humiliation。 Of course； he could have gotten the money for her if he’d wanted to get it。 Oh； hanging was too good for him。 Thank God； he couldn’t see her now； with her clothes soaking wet and her hair straggling and her teeth chattering。 How hideous she must look and how he would laugh！
The negroes she passed turned insolent grins at her and laughed among themselves as she hurried by； slipping and sliding in the mud； stopping； panting to replace her slippers。 How dared they laugh； the black apes！ How dared they grin at her； Scarlett O’Hara of Tara！ She’d like to have them all whipped until the blood ran down their backs。 What devils the Yankees were to set them free； free to jeer at white people！
As she walked down Washington Street the landscape was as dreary as her own heart。 Here there was none of the bustle and cheerfulness which she had noted on Peachtree Street。 Here many handsome homes had once stood； but few of them had been rebuilt。 Smoked foundations and the lonesome blackened chimneys； now known as “Sherman’s Sentinels；” appeared with disheartening frequency。 Overgrown paths led to what had been houses—old lawns thick with dead weeds； carriage blocks bearing names she knew so well； hitching posts which would never again know the knot of reins。 Cold wind and rain； mud and bare trees； silence and desolation。 How wet her feet were and how long the journey home！
She heard the splash of hooves behind her and moved farther over on the narrow sidewalk to avoid more mud splotches on Aunt Pittypat’s cloak。 A horse and buggy came slowly up the road and she turned to watch it； determined to beg a ride if the driver was a white person。 The rain obscured her vision as the buggy came abreast； but she saw the driver peer over the tarpaulin that stretched from the dashboard to his chin。 There was something familiar about his face and as she stepped out into the road to get a closer view； there was an embarrassed little cough from the man and a well…known voice cried in accents of pleasure and astonishment： “Surely； it can’t be Miss Scarlett！”
“Oh； Mr。 Kennedy！” she cried； splashing across the road and leaning on the muddy wheel； heedless of further damage to the cloak。 “I was never so glad to see anybody in my life！”
He colored with pleasure at the obvious sincerity of her words； hastily squirted a stream of tobacco juice from the opposite side of the buggy and leaped spryly to the ground。 He shook her hand enthusiastically and holding up the tarpaulin； assisted her into the buggy。
“Miss Scarlett； what are you doing over in this section by yourself？ Don’t you know ifs dangerous these days？ And you are soaking wet。 Here； wrap the robe around your feet。”
As he fussed over her； clucking like a hen； she gave herself up to the luxury of being taken care of。 It was nice to have a man fussing and clucking and scolding； even if it was only that old maid in pants； Frank Kennedy。 It was especially soothing after Rhett’s brutal treatment。 And oh； how good to see a County face when she was so far from home！ He was well dressed； she noticed； and the buggy was new too。 The horse looked young and well fed； but Frank looked far older than his years； older than on that Christmas eve when he had been at Tara with his men。 He was thin and sallow faced and his yellow eyes were watery and sunken in creases of loose flesh。 His ginger…colored beard was scantier than ever； streaked with tobacco juice and as ragged as if he clawed at it incessantly。 But he looked bright and cheerful； in contrast with the lines of sorrow and worry and weariness which Scarlett saw in faces everywhere。
“It’s a pleasure to see you；” said Frank warmly。 I didn’t know you were in town。 I saw Miss Pittypat only last week and she didn’t tell me you were coming。 Did—er—ahem—did anyone else come op from Tara with you？”
He was thinking of Suellen； the silly old fool！
“No；” she said； wrapping the warm lap robe about her and trying to pull it up around her neck。 “I came alone。 I didn’t give Aunt Pitty any warning。”
He chirruped to the horse and it plodded off； picking its way carefully down the slick road。
“All the folks at Tara well？”
“Oh； yes； so…so。”
She must think of something to talk about； yet it was so hard to talk。 Her mind was leaden with defeat and all she wanted was to lie back in this warm blanket and say to herself： I won’t think of Tara now。 I’ll think of it later； when it won’t hurt so much。” If she could just get him started talking on some subject which would hold him all the way home； so she would have nothing to do but murmur “How nice” and “You certainly are smart” at intervals。
“Mr。 Kennedy； I’m so surprised to see you。 I know I’ve been a bad girl； not keeping up with old friends； but I didn’t know you were here in Atlanta。 I thought somebody told me you were in Marietta。”
“I do business in Marietta； a lot of business；” he said。 “Didn’t Miss Suellen tell you I had settled in Atlanta？ Didn’t she tell you about my store？”
Vaguely she had a memory of Suellen chattering about Frank and a store but she never paid much heed to anything Suellen said。 It had been sufficient to know that Frank was alive and would some day take Suellen off her hands。
“No； not a word；” she lied。 “Have you a store？ How smart you must be！”
He looked a little hurt at hearing that Suellen had not published the news but brightened at the flattery。
“Yes； I’ve got a store； and a pretty good one I think。 Folks tell me I’m a born merchant。” He laughed pleasedly； the tittery cackling laugh which she always found so annoying。
Conceited old fool； she thought。
“Oh； you could be a success at anything you turned your hand to； Mr。 Kennedy。 But how on earth did you ever get started with the store？ When I saw you Christmas before last you said you didn’t have a cent in the world。”
He cleared his throat raspingly； clawed at his whiskers and smiled his nervous timid smile。
“Well； it’s a long story； Miss Scarlett。”
Thank the Lord！ she thought。 Perhaps it will hold him till we get home。 And aloud： “Do tell！”
“You recall when we came to Tara last； hunting for supplies？ Well； not long after that I went into active service。 I mean real fighting。 No more commissary for me。 There wasn’t much need for a commissary； Miss Scarlett； because we couldn’t hardly pick up a thing for the army； and I thought the place for an able…bodied man was in the fighting line。 Well； I fought along with the cavalry for a spell till I got a minie ball through the shoulder。”
He looked very proud and Scarlett said： “How dreadful！”
“Oh； it wasn’t so bad； just a flesh wound；” he said deprecatingly。 “I was sent down south to a hospital and when I was just about well； the Yankee raiders came through。 My； my； but that was a hot time！ We didn’t have much warning and all of us who could walk helped haul out the army stores and the hospital equipment to the train tracks to move it。 We’d gotten one train about loaded when the Yankees rode in one end of town and out we went the other end as fast as we could go。 My； my； that was a mighty sad sight； sitting on top of that train and seeing the Yankees burn those supplies we had to leave at the depot。 Miss Scarlett； they burned about a half…mile of stuff we had piled up there along the tracks。 We just did get away ourselves。”
“How dreadful！”
“Yes； that’s the word。 Dreadful。 Our men had come back into Atlanta then and so our train was sent here。 Well； Miss Scarlett； it wasn’t long before the war was over and—well； there was a lot of china and cots and mattresses and blankets and nobody claiming them。 I suppose rightfully they belonged to the Yankees。 I think those were the terms of