get another such opportunity。 And； even given another such Godsent occasion； his courage might fail him。
“Miss O’Hara—I must tell you something。 I—I love you！”
“Um？” said Scarlett absently； trying to peer through the crowd of arguing men to where Ashley still sat talking at Melanie’s feet。
“Yes！” whispered Charles； in a rapture that she had neither laughed； screamed nor fainted； as he had always imagined young girls did under such circumstances。 “I love you！ You are the most—the most—” and he found his tongue for the first time in his life。 “The most beautiful girl I’ve ever known and the sweetest and the kindest； and you have the dearest ways and I love you with all my heart。 I cannot hope that you could love anyone like me but； my dear Miss O’Hara； if you can give me any encouragement； I will do anything in the world to make you love me。 I will—”
Charles stopped； for he couldn’t think of anything difficult enough of accomplishment to really prove to Scarlett the depth of his feeling； so he said simply： “I want to marry you。”
Scarlett came back to earth with a jerk； at the sound of the word “marry。” She had been thinking of marriage and of Ashley； and she looked at Charles with poorly concealed irritation。 Why must this calf…like fool intrude his feelings on this particular day when she was so worried she was about to lose her mind？ She looked into the pleading brown eyes and she saw none of the beauty of a shy boy’s first love； of the adoration of an ideal come true or the wild happiness and tenderness that were sweeping through him like a flame。 Scarlett was used to men asking her to marry them； men much more attractive than Charles Hamilton； and men who had more finesse than to propose at a barbecue when she had more important matters on her mind。 She only saw a boy of twenty； red as a beet and looking very silly。 She wished that she could tell him how silly he looked。 But automatically； the words Ellen had taught her to say in such emergencies rose to her lips and casting down her eyes； from force of long habit； she murmured： “Mr。 Hamilton； I am not unaware of the honor you have bestowed on me in wanting me to become your wife； but this is all so sudden that I do not know what to say。”
That was a neat way of smoothing a man’s vanity and yet keeping him on the string； and Charles rose to it as though such bait were new and he the first to swallow it。
“I would wait forever！ I wouldn’t want you unless you were quite sure。 Please； Miss O’Hara； tell me that I may hope！”
“Um；” said Scarlett； her sharp eyes noting that Ashley； who had not risen to take part in the war talk； was smiling up at Melanie。 If this fool who was grappling for her hand would only keep quiet for a moment； perhaps she could hear what they were saying。 She must hear what they said。 What did Melanie say to him that brought that look of interest to his eyes？
Charles’ words blurred the voices she strained to hear。
“Oh； hush！” she hissed at him； pinching his hand and not even looking at him。
Startled； at first abashed； Charles blushed at the rebuff and then； seeing how her eyes were fastened on his sister； he smiled。 Scarlett was afraid someone might hear his words。 She was naturally embarrassed and shy； and in agony lest they be overheard。 Charles felt a surge of masculinity such as he had never experienced； for this was the first time in his life that he had ever embarrassed any girl。 The thrill was intoxicating。 He arranged his face in what he fancied was an expression of careless unconcern and cautiously returned Scarlett’s pinch to show that he was man of the world enough to understand and accept her reproof。
She did not even feel his pinch； for she could hear clearly the sweet voice that was Melanie’s chief charm： “I fear I cannot agree with you about Mr。 Thackeray’s works。 He is a cynic。 I fear be is not the gentleman Mr。 Dickens is。”
What a silly thing to say to a man； thought Scarlett； ready to giggle with relief。 Why； she’s no more than a bluestocking and everyone knows what men think of bluestockings。 。。。 The way to get a man interested and to hold his interest was to talk about him； and then gradually lead the conversation around to yourself—and keep it there。 Scarlett would have felt some cause for alarm if Melanie had been saying： “How wonderful you are！” or “How do you ever think of such things？ My little ole brain would bust if I even tried to think about them！” But here she was； with a man at her feet； talking as seriously as if she were in church。 The prospect looked brighter to Scarlett； so bright in fact that she turned beaming eyes on Charles and smiled from pure joy。 Enraptured at this evidence of her affection； he grabbed up her fan and plied it so enthusiastically her hair began to blow about untidily。
“Ashley； you have not favored us with your opinion；” said Jim Tarleton； turning from the group of shouting men； and with an apology Ashley excused himself and rose。 There was no one there so handsome； thought Scarlett； as she marked how graceful was his negligent pose and how the sun gleamed on his gold hair and mustache。 Even the older men stopped to listen to his words。
“Why； gentlemen； if Georgia fights。 I’ll go with her。 Why else would I have joined the Troop？” he said。 His gray eyes opened wide and their drowsiness disappeared in an intensity that Scarlett had never seen before。 “But； like Father； I hope the Yankees will let us go in peace and that there will be no fighting—” He held up his hand with a smile； as a babel of voices from the Fontaine and Tarleton boys began； “Yes； yes； I know we’ve been insulted and lied to—but if we’d been in the Yankees’ shoes and they were trying to leave the Union； how would we have acted？ Pretty much the same。 We wouldn’t have liked it。”
“There he goes again；” thought Scarlett。 “Always putting himself in the other fellow’s shoes。” To her； there was never but one fair side to an argument。 Sometimes； there was no understanding Ashley。
“Let’s don’t be too hot headed and let’s don’t have any war。 Most of the misery of the world has been caused by wars。 And when the wars were over； no one ever knew what they were all about。”
Scarlett sniffed。 Lucky for Ashley that he had an unassailable reputation for courage； or else there’d be trouble。 As she thought this； the clamor of dissenting voices rose up about Ashley； indignant； fiery。
Under the arbor； the deaf old gentleman from Fayetteville punched India。
“What’s it all about？ What are they saying？”
“War！” shouted India； cupping her hand to his ear。 “They want to fight the Yankees！”
“War； is it？” he cried； fumbling about him for his cane and heaving himself out of his chair with more energy than he had shown in years。 “I’ll tell ‘um about war。 I’ve been there。” It was not often that Mr。 McRae had the opportunity to talk about war； the way his women folks shushed him。
He stumped rapidly to the group； waving his cane and shouting and； because he could not hear the voices about him； he soon had undisputed possession of the field。
“You fire…eating young bucks； listen to me。 You don’t want to fight。 I fought and I know。 Went out in the Seminole War and was a big enough fool to go to the Mexican War； too。 You all don’t know what war is。 You think it’s riding a pretty horse and having the girls throw flowers at you and coming home a hero。 Well； it ain’t。 No； sir！ It’s going hungry； and getting the measles and pneumonia from sleeping in the wet。 And if it ain’t measles and pneumonia； if s your bowels。 Yes sir； what war does to a man’s bowels—dysentery and things like that—”
The ladies were pink with blushes。 Mr。 McRae was a reminder of a cruder era； like Grandma Fontaine and her embarrassingly loud belches； an era everyone would like to forget。
“Run get your grandpa；” hissed one of the old gentleman’s daughters to a young girl standing near by。 “I declare；” she whispered to the fluttering matrons about her； “he gets worse every day。 Would you believe it； this very morning he said to Mary—and she’s only sixteen： ‘Now； Missy 。。。’ ” And the voice went off into a whisper as the granddaughter slipped out to try to induce Mr。 McRae to return to his seat in the shade。
Of all the group that milled about under the trees； girls smiling excitedly； men talking impassionedly； there was only one who seemed calm。 Scarlett’s eyes turned to Rhett Butler； who leaned against a tree； his hands shoved deep in his trouser pockets。 He stood alone； since Mr。 Wilkes had left his side； and had uttered no word as the conversation grew hotter。 The red lips under the close…clipped black mustache curled down and there was a glint of amused contempt in his black eyes—contempt； as if he listened to the braggings of children。 A very disagreeable smile； Scarlett thought。 He listened quietly until Stuart Tarleton； his red hair tousled and his eyes gleaming； repeated： “Why； we could lick them in a month！ Gentlemen always fight better than rabble。 A month—why； one battle—”
“Gentlemen；” said Rhett Butler； in a flat drawl that bespoke his Charleston birth； not moving from his position against the tree or taking his hands from his pockets； “may I say a word？”
There was contempt in his manner as in his eyes； contempt overlaid with an air of courtesy that somehow burlesqued their own manners。
The group turned toward him and accorded him the politeness always due an outsider。
“Has any one of you gentlemen ever thought that there’s not a cannon factory south of the Mason…Dixon Line？ Or how few iron foundries there are in the South？ Or woolen mills or cotton factories or tanneries？ Have you thought that we would not have a single warship and that the Yankee fleet could bottle up our harbors in a week； so that we could not sell our cotton abroad？ But—of course—you gentlemen have thought of these things。”
“Why； he means the boys are a passel of fools！” thought Scarlett indignantly； the hot blood coming to her cheeks。
Evidently； she was not the only one to whom this idea occurred； for several of the boys were beginning to stick out their chins。 John Wilkes casually but swiftly came back to his place beside